I am sorry. Her voice softened. The broken engagement must have been a blow. Miss Worthing seemed a lovely young woman.
He counted money into his hand. If you spent any time with her, you know that isnt the case.
Perhaps its for the best that you didnt marry her, then.
Yes, it was excellent foresight that I destroyed my face before the wedding. What bad luck it would have been if Id waited until afterward.
Destroyed? If Your Grace will forgive me saying it, it cant be that bad.
He snapped the lockbox closed. Annabelle Worthing was desperate to marry a man with a title and a fortune. I am a duke and ungodly wealthy. She still left me. Its that bad.
He stood and turned his ruined side to her, offering her a full, unobstructed view. His desk was in the most shadowy corner of the roomand purposely so. The rooms heavy velvet drapes kept out much of the sunlight. But scars as dramatic as the ones he wore? Nothing but complete darkness could obscure them. What bits of flesh had escaped the flames had only been ravaged furtherfirst, by the surgeons knife and then, for hellish weeks afterward, by fever and suppuration. From his temple to his hip, the right side of his body was a raging battle of cicatrices and powder burns.
Miss Gladstone went quiet. To her credit, she didnt swoon or vomit or run screaming from the rooma pleasant change from his usual reception.
How did it happen? she asked.
War. Next question.
After a moment, she said quietly, May I have my money, please?
He extended a hand, offering her the money.
She reached for it.
He closed his hand around the coins. Once you give me the gown.
What?
If I pay you for your work, its only fair that I get the gown.
For what purpose?
He shrugged. I havent decided. I could donate it to a home for pensioned opera dancers. Sink it to the bottom of the Thames for the eels to enjoy. Hang it over the front door to ward off evil spirits. There are so many choices.
I . . . Your Grace, I can have it delivered tomorrow. But I must have the money today.
He tsked. That would be a loan, Miss Gladstone. Im not in the money-lending business.
You want the gown now?
Only if you want the money now.
Her dark eyes fixed on him, accusing him of sheer villainy.
He shrugged. Guilty as charged.
This was the peculiar hell of being disfigured by sheer chance on the battlefield. There was no one to blame, no revenge to be taken. Only a lingering bitterness that tempted him to lash out at anything near. Oh, he wasnt violentnot unless someone really, truly deserved it. With most, he merely took perverse pleasure in being a pain in the arse.
If he was going to look like a monster, he might as well enjoy the role.
Unfortunately, this seamstress refused to play the trembling mouse. Nothing he said rattled her in the least, and if she hadnt fled in terror yet, she likely never would.
Good for her.
He prepared to hand over the money, bidding herand that gowna grateful adieu.
Before he could do so, she exhaled decisively. Fine.
Her hands went to the side of the gown. She began to release a row of hooks hidden in the bodice seam. One by one by one. As the bodice went slack, her squeezed breasts relaxed to their natural fullness. The sleeve fell off her shoulder, revealing the tissue-thin fabric of her shift.
A wisp of dark hair tumbled free, kissing her collarbone.
Jesu Maria.
Stop.
She froze and looked up. Stop?
He cursed silently. Dont ask me twice. Stop.
Ash could scarcely believe hed managed the decency to say it once. Hed been on the verge of a private show for the price of two pounds, three. Significantly higher than the going rate, but a bargain when the girl was this pretty.
Not to mention, she was a vicars daughter. Hed always dreamed of debauching a vicars daughter. Really, what man hadnt? However, he was not quite so diabolical as to accomplish it through extortion.
A thought occurred to him. Maybejust maybehe could still manage that fantasy, through different, somewhat less fiendish, means. He regarded Emma Gladstone from a fresh angle, thinking of that list of requirements in his interrupted letter.
She was young and healthy. She was educated. She came from gentry, and she was willing to disrobe in front of him.
Most importantly, she was desperate.
Shed do.
In fact, shed do very well indeed.
Here is your choice, Miss Gladstone. I can pay you the two pounds, three shillings.
He placed the stack of coins on the desk. She stared at them hungrily.
Or, he said, I can make you a duchess.