He dipped his quill and continued the letter to his feckless solicitors.
I dont know what the devil youve been doing for the past year, but the state of my affairs is deplorable. Sack the Yorkshire land steward directly. Tell the architect I wish to see the plans for the new mill, and I wish to see them yesterday. And theres one other thing that requires immediate attention.
Ash hesitated, quill poised in midair. He couldnt believe he was actually going to commit the words to paper. But much as he dreaded it, it must be done. He wrote:
I need a wife.
He supposed he ought to state his requirements: a woman of childbearing age and respectable lineage, in urgent need of money, willing to share a bed with a scarred horror of a man.
In short, someone desperate.
God, how depressing. Better to leave it at that one line.
I need a wife.
Khan appeared in the doorway. Your Grace, I regret the interruption, but theres a young woman to see you. Shes wearing a wedding gown.
Ash looked at the butler. He looked down at the words hed just written. Then he looked at the butler again.
Well, thats uncanny. Perhaps his solicitors werent as useless as he thought. He dropped his pen and propped one boot on the desk, reclining into the shadows. By all means, show her in.
A young woman in white strode into the room.
His boot slipped from the desk. He reeled backward and collided with the wall, nearly falling off his chair. A folio of papers tumbled from a nearby shelf, drifting to the floor like snowflakes.
He was blinded.
Not by her beautythough he supposed she might be beautiful. It wasnt possible to judge. Her gown was an eye-stabbing monstrosity of pearls, lace, brilliants, and beads.
Good Lord. He wasnt accustomed to being in the same room with something even more repulsive than his own appearance.
He propped his right elbow on the arm of his chair and raised his fingertips to his brow, concealing the scars on his face. For once, he wasnt protecting a servants sensibilities or even his own pride. He was shielding himself from . . . from that.
Im sorry to impose on you this way, Your Grace, the young woman said, keeping her gaze fixed on some chevron of the Persian carpet.
I should hope you are.
But you see, I am quite desperate.
So I gather.
I need to be paid for my labor, and I need to be paid at once.
Ash paused. Your . . . your labor.
Im a seamstress. I stitched thisshe swept her hands down the silk eyesorefor Miss Worthing.
For Miss Worthing.
Ah, this began to make sense. The white satin atrocity had been meant for Ashs formerly intended bride. That, he could believe. Annabelle Worthing had always had dreadful tasteboth in gowns and in prospective husbands.
When your engagement ended, she never sent for the gown. Shed purchased the silk and lace and such, but she never paid for the labor. And that meant I went unpaid. I tried calling at her home, with no success. My letters to you both went unanswered. I thought that if I appeared like thisshe spread the skirts of the white gownI would be impossible to ignore.
You were correct on that score. Even the good side of his face twisted. Good Lord, its as though a drapers shop exploded and you were the first casualty.
Miss Worthing wanted something fit for a duchess.
That gown, he said, is fit for a bawdy-house chandelier.
Well, your intended had . . . extravagant preferences.
He leaned forward in his chair. I cant even take the whole thing in. It looks like unicorn vomit. Or the pelt of some snow beast rumored to menace the Himalayas.
She tilted her gaze to the ceiling and gave a despairing sigh.
What? he said. Dont tell me you like it.
It doesnt matter whether it suits my tastes, Your Grace. I take pride in my handiwork regardless, and this gown occupied months of it.
Now that the shock of her revolting attire had worn off, Ash turned his attention to the young woman whod been devoured by it.
She was a great improvement on the gown.
Complexion: cream. Lips: rose petals. Lashes: sable.
Backbone: steel.
This embroidery alone . . . I worked for a week to make it perfect. She skimmed a touch along the gowns neckline.
Ash followed the path her fingertips traced. He couldnt see embroidery. He was a man; he saw breasts. Slight, enticing breasts squeezed by that tortured bodice. He enjoyed them almost as much as he enjoyed the air of determination pushing them high.
He pulled his gaze upward, taking in her slender neck and upswept bounty of chestnut-brown hair. She wore it in the sort of prim, restrained coiffure that made a mans fingers itch to pull the pins loose, one by one.
Take hold of yourself, Ashbury.
She couldnt possibly be as pretty as she seemed. No doubt she benefited by contrast with the revolting gown. And hed been living in solitude for some time. There was that, as well.
Your Grace, she said, my coal bin is empty, the larders down to a few moldy potatoes, and my quarterly rent comes due today. The landlord has threatened to turn me out if I dont pay the full amount. I need to collect my wages. Most urgently. She held out her hand. Two pounds, three shillings, if you please.
Ash crossed his arms over his chest and stared at her. Miss . . . ?
Gladstone. Emma Gladstone.
Miss Gladstone, you dont seem to understand how this whole intruding-on-a-dukes-solitude business works. You should be intimidated, if not terrified. Yet theres an appalling lack of hand-wringing in your demeanor, and no trembling whatsoever. Are you certain youre merely a seamstress?
She lifted her hands, palms facing out for his view. Healed cuts and calluses showed on her fingertips. Persuasive evidence, Ash had to admit. Yet he remained unconvinced.
Well, you cant have been born to poverty. Youre far too self-possessed, and you appear to have all your teeth. I suppose you were orphaned at a tender age, in some particularly gruesome way.
No, Your Grace.
Are you being blackmailed?
No. She drew out the word.
Supporting a passel of abandoned children, whilst being blackmailed?
No.
He snapped his fingers. I have it. Your father is a scapegrace. In debtors prison. Or spending the rent money on gin and whores.
My father is a vicar. In Hertfordshire.
Ash frowned. That was nonsensical. Vicars were gentlemen. How does a gentlemans daughter find herself working her fingers to nubs as a seamstress?
At last, he saw a flash of uncertainty in her demeanor. She touched the spot behind her earlobe. Sometimes life takes an unexpected turn.
Now that is a grave understatement.
Fortune was a heartless witch in perpetual anticipation of her monthly courses. And didnt Ash know it.
He swiveled in his chair and reached for a lockbox behind the desk.
I am sorry. Her voice softened. The broken engagement must have been a blow. Miss Worthing seemed a lovely young woman.