Дорис Лессинг - The Sweetest Dream стр 56.

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She heard Rose thundering past up the stairs, heard the hammering on Andrew's door. She was up there a good long time. Frances indeed, the whole house could hear the sobs, the cries, the threats.

Then, well past midnight, she crept back down past Frances's rooms, and there was silence.

A knock on the door: there was Andrew. He was white with exhaustion.

'May I sit down?' He sat. 'You have no idea how diverting it always is, ' he said, preserving his poise in spite of everything, ' to see you in this improbable setting. '

Frances saw herself in well-worn jeans, an old jersey, with bare feet, and then Julia's furniture which probably should be in a museum. She managed a smile and a shake of her head which meant, It's all too much.

' She says you are throwing her out. '

' If only we could. She says she is leaving. '

Im afraid no such luck. '

' She says you got her pregnant. '

'What?'

' So she claims. '

' Penetration did not take place, ' he said. We snogged more of a lark than anything. Perhaps for an hour. It is amazing how these left-wing summer schools seem to... He hummed, '... every little breeze seems to whisper, Please, sex, sex, sex. '

What are we going to do? Why don't we just throw her out, my God, why don't we?'

But if we do she'll be on the streets. She won't go home. '

I suppose so. '

' It's only a year. We'll have to stick it out. '

' Colin is very angry because she's here. '

I know. You forget we can all hear his complaints about life. And about Sylvia. Probably me as well. '

' Me, most of all. '

And now I'm going right down to tell her that if she ever again says I made her pregnant... wait, I suppose I got her an abortion too?'

'She didn't say so, but I expect she will.'

'God, what a little bitch.'

But how effective, being a bitch. No one can stand up to her. ' You just watch me. '

' So what are you going to do? Call the police? And by the way, where's Jill? She seems to have disappeared. '

'She and Jill quarrelled. I expect Rose just got rid of her.'

'So where is she? Does anyone know? I'm suppose to be in loco parentis.'

' Loco 's a good word in this context. ' He departed.

But Frances was learning that while she was seen by ' the kids' as a sort of benevolent freak of Nature, and they lucky enough to benefit, she was far from the only one in loco parentis. A letter had come from Spain after the summer, from an Englishwoman living in Seville, saying she had so much enjoyed Colin, Frances's charming son. (Colin, charming? Well, not in this house he wasn't.) ' A very nice crowd this summer. It's not always such plain sailing. Sometimes they have such problems! I do feel it is an extraordinary thing, the way they go off to other people's parents. My daughter makes excuses not to come home. She's got an alternative home in Hampshire with an ex-boyfriend. I suppose we must admit that that is what it amounts to. '

A letter from North Carolina. ' Hi there, Frances Lennox! I feel I know you so well. Your Geoffrey Bone was here for weeks, with others from various parts of the world, all to take part in the Struggle for Civic Rights. They come knocking at my door, waifs and strays of the world no, no, I don't mean Geoffrey, I've never known a cooler young man. But I collect them and so do you, and so does my sister Fran in California. My son Pete will be in Britain this coming summer and I am sure he'll drop in. ' From Scotland, From Ireland. From France... letters that went into a file of similar ones that had been coming for years, from the time when she hardly saw Andrew.

Thus did the house-mothers, the earth-mothers, who proliferated everywhere in the Sixties slowly become aware of each other's presence out there, and understand that they were part of a phenomenon: the geist was at it again. They networked, before the term had become part of the language. They were a network of nurturers. Of neurotic nurturers. As 'the kids' had explained, Frances was working out some guilt or other, rooted in her childhood. (Frances had said she wouldn't be at all surprised.) As for Sylvia, she had a different 'line'. (Origin of 'line' jargon of the Party.) Sylvia had learned from her groovy mystical mates that Frances was working on her karma, damaged in a previous life.


On one of Colin's visits home to shout at his mother, he brought with him Franklin Tichafa, from Zimlia, a British colony that, so Johnny said, was about to go the way ofKenya. All the newspapers were saying it too. Franklin was a round, smiling black boy. Colin told his mother that one could not use the word boy because of its bad connotations, but Frances said, ' He's not a young man, is he. If a sixteen-year-old can't be described as a boy, who can?' ' She does it on purpose, said Andrew. ' She does it to annoy. ' This was partly true. Johnny had long ago complained that Frances was sometimes deliberately politically obtuse, to embarrass him in front of the comrades, and indeed she had sometimes done it on purpose, and did now.

Everyone liked Franklin, who was named after Franklin Roosevelt, 'taking' literature at St Joseph's to please his parents, but planning to study economics and politics at university.

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