I asked what to do if the future that you see is absolutely terrible?
Fix it, I got the answer.
How?
You specify the details of events that can lead to a situation, and then you change the sets of details. Everything is simple and logical: you are always shown where your strong-willed decision can completely change the course of events. Otherwise, why bother you?
Mentors always show the event where a strong-willed decision of a person can completely change the course of events. Otherwise, why bother him?
Purpose a set of requirements for a person laid down in the Path system. Resources are given to fulfill the Purpose. Therefore, every normal person has a basic sense of usefulness and an inner sense of the fullness of life, a normal exchange with reality and the volume of what is required of a person to realize his Task.
If resources are distributed correctly and a person uses them for the benefit of the business (creates jobs, expands the capabilities of his own and other people, finds new things, improves outdated things, recycles garbage) and in general, if it seeks to bring Benefits, then to express this Benefit, Mentors have a designation A Measure of Usefulness. The measure of Utility actually measures the number of resources that a person can bring to his Family.
Measure of utility = the ratio of the maximum possible benefit to the time spent in the implementation of your own Task
In accordance with the measure of Utility, three life scenarios can be distinguished: 1) stagnation; 2) normal life; 3) success.
No one asks the maximum from a person. However, a lot of other people depend on each person, and no one else is able to fulfill our destiny for us. Everyone has a unique purpose, different from all other purposes of humanity.
A lot of other people depend on each person, and no one else is able to fulfill our destiny for us.
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I finished my lecture. Because I was very tired of my own exertion. The energy flow was turned off. The lights stopped flashing.
The students, as if in a dream, slowly left the classroom one by one. Some of them looked around, paused a little on the threshold, and moved out of the door. The others stood there, still unable to let go of the wonderful spell. Beyond the door, the ordinary world began.
Gradually, the auditorium emptied. I stood and stared at the empty room. I cant say exactly how I felt at the time, but I knew for sure that at that moment my life was divided into two stages: the first before this lesson, and the second after it. All my human mental supports have collapsed, and the new knowledge has not yet developed. My past has also disappeared, because it will now melt away like a dream, along with my former friends at the first comprehension. Everything was already different. And now it will always be irrevocably different.
From now on, I have to talk all the time about what Im not used to talking about.
So suddenly, under the joyful blinking of electric lamps, a new era came for me.
My life is divided into two stages: the first-before the realization of my own Destiny, the second-after it
PART ONE. BEFORE THIS LESSON
INVOLUNTARY EXPERIMENTS
It was almost three years before the lesson that was just discussed, from the moment that I will talk about.
I am working at the university. Im getting used to hearing other peoples thoughts, but my body has started to give me amazing things: sometimes I become extremely strong, and then suddenly, during a sleepless night, I find myself clearly seeing objects in the room without opening my eyes. Sometimes I mentally observe where my relatives are, and sometimes my sensitivity plays tricks on me, and I cant touch a person because his skin feels like wood, metal, or even ashes.
I cant say that it was completely unexpected for me. The fact is that from the age of twelve, I amused myself by reading information flows, then combining and proving them.
This is how I wrote all my works. Including my dissertation.
By the time I was thirty, I was used to trusting myself and the Mentors who opened up the World for me.
But I didnt have any other abilities other than reading the information space. And all my peculiarities were explained to others by the fact that I was talented. That was fine with me, and it flattered my ego.
The period of rose-tinted glasses ended by the age of transition thirty-three.
The dramatic increase in the number of abilities, increased sensitivity, physical strength, and vision shattered my identity. For a moment, I didnt know who I was. The amount of information that went beyond my understanding of the world surged over the edge of my perception. I couldnt shut it out, and I had to watch the millennia of civilization develop. Many things frightened me; some things did not fit into my head. Positive historical characters were overgrown with unpleasant details, their decisions changed the layers of people, created and destroyed states.
But the world around me was filled with memories of places, human emotions, remnants of other peoples dreams and terrible complexes. The remnants of murders, fights, fears all of this poured into my thoughts, if I walked somewhere accidentally, in such a place. And there are a lot of such places in St. Petersburg.
I had to figure out what I was very quickly. And then I made the only logical decision: to go for something featuring contact with people and sports.
The fact is that I could check the significant pictures that appeared in my brain in the reference books, and most often found confirmation. The density of information was great but I was well prepared by my Mentors when I was collecting a textbook and writing a dissertation. If I had a question about a person he would come up to me and say everything that was necessary. It was a miracle, and it didnt depend on me.
I didnt feel anxious. Just in case, I passed tests for clarity of consciousness and intelligence, worked two jobs and at the same time graduated from the higher school of economics.
Just the load was superhuman and was accompanied by constant surprises. And I decided to test myself in some sports. Of course, it would have to be something adaptive, such as self-defense training based on Slavic practices.
Who knew that each new exercise from the ancient analogues would cause an even greater storm of manifestations? But, it happened. We had to identify the pain points on the human body, feel them. We chose a couple. There was no need to hurry. You just had to feel it.
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Istuck my fingers in the girls back. Stuck its not about the strength of the pressure, but about the depth of the sensation of her body. My hands felt at that moment like immaterial scanners that had penetrated her body, and now I could focus and see her insides and bones. But I saw something else.
I saw a cluster of living matter, which is not written about in books and which is not indicated in reference and scientific publications. It is not indicated anywhere, but it is THERE!!!
Under my hands, reflected in my mind like an ultrasound screen, were a multitude of spherical, bright material formations. A few, like bubbles, slowly deformed, moved through the body, as if walking, back and forth and up and down. The body was swarming with alien energy mass. Their own flows stood out in the body in bright tracks, accumulating, forming light silhouettes of internal organs. The picture under my hands was mesmerizingly beautiful. But there was also something extremely wrong about it, like in the paintings of Picasso or Dali. I turned on my fingers and the energy flowed into my body. Immediately, one of the bright balls bit into my phalanx, and my arm ached sharply and acutely. Startled, I hit it like an electric shock, amplifying the power. And everything in the body began to move!!!