I shook my head sadly.
Dont say that you will not forgive, she implored tearfully. At least I am honest. My object in coming this afternoon was to repay the money I I borrowed. And she drew forth an envelope from her pocket and handed it to me.
There are notes for six hundred pounds, she added, as I took it and felt the crisp paper inside.
How did you obtain it? I asked, hesitating to receive it.
I have earned it honestly, every penny, she replied. Since we parted, I have become popular in America, and played lead in nearly all the great cities. During the years that have gone I have many, many times wondered what had become of you, for in your writings I read plainly how soured and embittered you had become.
And where is Oranmore?
Dead. He contracted typhoid while we were playing in San Francisco, and it terminated fatally.
Ethel, I said gravely, taking her hand in mine, you have fascinated Dick Carruthers, my friend; and you will treat him as you treated me.
No, no. I love him, she said in a fierce half-whisper, adding, Keep secret the fact that we loved one another, and I swear before Heaven I will be true to him. If he marries me, he shall never have cause for regret never!
Suppose I told him? What would he think of you?
You will not! she cried, clinging to me. You are too honourable for that. Promise to keep my secret!
For the present I will preserve silence, I answered, my heart softening towards her. But I cannot promise that I will never tell him.
I am going to sit to him as model, she said, after a brief silence. What character do you think would best suit me?
Well, I should suggest that of Circe the woman who broke mens hearts, I replied, mischievously.
Excellent! I shall be able to assume that character well, she said, with a grim smile. I will tell him.
Spring came and went, but I saw very little of Dick. He had received a commission from one of the illustrated papers to make a series of sketches of scenery in Scotland, and consequently he was away a good deal. Whenever he paid flying visits to London, however, he always looked me up, but, strangely enough, never mentioned Ethel. Nevertheless, I ascertained that they frequently met.
At the close of a blue summers day, when the dreamy, golden haze wrapped the city in a mystic charm, I called at the studio, having heard that he had returned, and was settling down to work.
When I entered, Dick was standing before his easel, pipe in mouth and crayon in hand, busily sketching; while on the raised throne before him sat Ethel, radiant and beautiful. A tender smile played about her lips. It seemed as though a happiness full, complete, perfectly satisfying had taken possession of her, and lifted her out of herself out of the world even.
Welcome, old fellow! Dick cried, turning to shake hands with me. Behold my Circe! and he waved his hand in the direction of his model. Ethel will not sit for any other subject. It hardly does her justice does it?
It is a strange fancy of mine, she explained, when I had greeted her. Im sure the dress is very becoming isnt it? And she waved the goblet she was holding above her head.
Your pose is perfect, dear. Please dont alter it, urged the artist; who, advancing to his easel again, continued the free, rapid outline.
We chatted and laughed together for nearly an hour, until the tints of pearl and rose had melted imperceptibly into the deep night sky; then Dick lit the lamps, while Ethel retired into the models sanctum to resume her nineteenth century attire.
Presently she reappeared, and we went to dine together at a restaurant in Piccadilly, afterwards visiting a theatre, and spending a very pleasant evening.
Poor Dick! I was sorry that he was so infatuated. He was such a large-hearted, honest fellow, that I felt quite pained when I anticipated the awakening that must inevitably come sooner or later. He knew absolutely nothing of her past, and was quite ignorant that she had been a popular actress.
In the months that followed, I visited the studio almost daily, and watched the growth of the picture. Dick was putting his whole soul into the composition, and my knowledge of art acquired by years of idling in the ateliers of the Quartier Latin, and dabbling with the colours a little myself told me that he was engaged upon what promised to be his finest work.
The face was a lifelike portrait. The delicate tints of the neck and arms were reproduced with a skill that betrayed the master hand, and the reflection in the mirror behind had a wonderfully natural appearance, while the bright colours enhanced the general effect of gay, reckless abandon.
The fair model herself was charmed with it. Womans vanity always betrays itself over her picture.
One evening, at the time the canvas was receiving its finishing touches, I returned home from a stroll across Kensington Gardens, and, on going in, heard some one playing upon my piano, and a sweet soprano voice singing Troteres In Old Madrid. I recognised the clear tones as those of Ethel.