Damn, what a sorry-looking outfit. You boys dont look so crazy to me. Hes trying to get them to loosen up, the way you see an auctioneer spinning jokes to loosen up the crowd before the bidding starts. Which one of you claims to be the craziest? Which one is the biggest loony? Who runs these card games? Its my first day, and what I like to do is make a good impression straight off on the right man if he can prove to me he is the right man. Whos the bull goose loony here?
Hes saying this directly to Billy Bibbit. He leans down and glares so hard at Billy that Billy feels compelled to stutter out that he isnt the buh-buh-buh-bull goose loony yet, though hes next in luh-luh-line for the job.
McMurphy sticks a big hand down in front of Billy, and Billy cant do a thing but shake it. Well, buddy, he says to Billy, Im truly glad youre next in luh-line for the job, but since Im thinking about taking over this whole show myself, lock, stock, and barrel, maybe I better talk with the top man. He looks round to where some of the Acutes have stopped their card-playing, covers one of his hands with the other, and cracks all his knuckles at the sight. I figure, you see, buddy, to be sort of the gambling baron on this ward, deal a wicked game of blackjack. So you better take me to your leader and well get it straightened out whos gonna be boss around here.
Nobodys sure if this barrel-chested man with the scar and the wild grin is play-acting or if hes crazy enough to be just like he talks, or both, but they are all beginning to get a big kick out of going along with him. They watch as he puts that big red hand on Billys thin arm, waiting to see what Billy will say. Billy sees how its up to him to break the silence, so he looks around and picks out one of the pinochle-players: Handing, Billy says, I guess it would b-b-be you. Youre p-president of Pay-Pay-Patients Council. This m-man wants to talk to you.
The Acutes are grinning now, not so uneasy any more, and glad that something out of the ordinarys going on. They all razz Harding, ask him if hes bull goose loony. He lays down his cards.
Harding is a flat, nervous man with a face that sometimes makes you think you seen him in the movies, like its a face too pretty to just be a guy on the street. Hes got wide, thin shoulders and he curves them in around his chest when hes trying to hide inside himself. Hes got hands so long and white and dainty I think they carved each other out of soap, and sometimes they get loose and glide around in front of him free as two white birds until he notices them and traps them between his knees; it bothers him that hes got pretty hands.
Hes president of the Patients Council on account of he has a paper that says he graduated from college. The papers framed and sits on his nightstand next to a picture of a woman in a bathing suit who also looks like youve seen her in the moving pictures shes got very big breasts and shes holding the top of the bathing suit up over them with her fingers and looking sideways at the camera. You can see Harding sitting on a towel behind her, looking skinny in his bathing suit, like hes waiting for some big guy to kick sand on him. Harding brags a lot about having such a woman for a wife, says shes the sexiest woman in the world and she cant get enough of him nights.
When Billy points him out Harding leans back in his chair and assumes an important look, speaks up at the ceiling without looking at Billy or McMurphy. Does this gentleman have an appointment, Mr. Bibbit?
Do you have an appointment, Mr. McM-m-murphy? Mr. Harding is a busy man, nobody sees him without an ap-appointment.
This busy man Mr. Harding, is he the bull goose loony? He looks at Billy with one eye, and Billy nods his head up and down real fast; Billys tickled with all the attention hes getting.
Then you tell Bull Goose Loony Harding that R. P. McMurphy is waiting to see him and that this hospital aint big enough for the two of us. Im accustomed to being top man. I been a bull goose catskinner for every gyppo logging operation in the Northwest and bull goose gambler all the way from Korea, was even bull goose pea weeder on that pea farm at Pendleton so I figure if Im bound to be a loony, then Im bound to be a stompdown dadgum[4] good one. Tell this Harding that he either meets me man to man or hes a yaller skunk and better be outta town by sunset.
Harding leans farther back, hooks his thumbs in his lapels. Bibbit, you tell this young upstart McMurphy that Ill meet him in the main hall at high noon and well settle this affair once and for all, libidos a-blazin. Harding tries to drawl like McMurphy; it sounds funny with his high, breathy voice. You might also warn him, just to be fair, that I have been bull goose loony on this ward for nigh onto two years, and that Im crazier than any man alive.
Mr. Bibbit, you might warn this Mr. Harding that Im so crazy I admit to voting for Eisenhower.
Bibbit! You tell Mr. McMurphy Im so crazy I voted for Eisenhower twice!
And you tell Mr. Harding right back he puts both hands on the table and leans down, his voice getting low that Im so crazy I plan to vote for Eisenhower again this November.
I take off my hat, Harding says, bows his head, and shakes hands with McMurphy. Theres no doubt in my mind that McMurphys won, but Im not sure just what.
All the other Acutes leave what theyve been doing and ease up close to see what new sort this fellow is. Nobody like hims ever been on the ward before. Theyre asking him where hes from and what his business is in a way Ive never seen them do before. He says hes a dedicated man. He says he was just a wanderer and logging bum before the Army took him and taught him what his natural bent was; just like they taught some men to goldbrick and some men to goof off, he says, they taught him to play poker. Since then hes settled down and devoted himself to gambling on all levels. Just play poker and stay single and live where and how he wants to, if people would let him, he says, but you know how society persecutes a dedicated man. Ever since I found my callin I done time in so many small-town jails I could write a brochure. They say Im a habitual hassler. Like I fight some. Sheeut. They didnt mind so much when I was a dumb logger and got into a hassle; thats excusable, they say, thats a hard-workin feller blowing off steam, they say. But if youre a gambler, if they know you to get up a back-room game now and then, all you have to do is spit slantwise and youre a goddamned criminal. Hooee, it was breaking up the budget drivin me to and from the pokey for a while there.
He shakes his head and puffs out his cheeks.
But that was just for a period of time. I learned the ropes. To tell the truth, this sault and battery I was doing in Pendleton was the first hitch in close to a year. Thats why I got busted. I was outa practice; this guy was able to get up off the floor and get to the cops before I left town. A very tough individual
He laughs again and shakes hands and sits down to arm wrestle every time that black boy gets too near him with the thermometer, till hes met everybody on the Acute side. And when he finishes shaking hands with the last Acute he comes right on over to the Chronics, like we arent no different. You cant tell if hes really this friendly or if hes got some gamblers reason for trying to get acquainted with guys so far gone a lot of them dont even know their names.