She kicked off her shoes and rubbed her sore ankles, then rested her head against the back of her front door. She let her eyelids close down and drifted into an exhaustion-induced half-awake state.
She was still pressed against the front door when the bell beside her buzzed. She jerked back to consciousness, remembering she had plans to see Bryn. Plans after work had never been an issue before, but Keira’s body was heavy and tired after the long day and she cursed herself for having made them in the first place.
She turned and opened the door to Bryn. Her sister was holding a plant in a vase.
“Housewarming gift!” Bryn exclaimed.
Keira smiled. “Come on in,” she said, beckoning.
It was her sister’s first time seeing the apartment. Bryn stepped inside and looked about her a little cautiously.
“Oh, it’s very… cute,” she commented, placing the plant onto the countertop.
Keira knew she was holding back from saying tiny, but at least it was a step in the right direction for Bryn to even hold her tongue. Knowing Bryn, she probably thought the place was a complete dump. She was trying to be nice, which, in itself, was a huge thing for Bryn!
“Wow, you have a view over Central Park,” Bryn added, walking up to the window and gazing out.
“Just about,” Keira replied.
“It’s a great view,” Bryn said with a nod.
At least that was truthful, Keira thought.
Bryn turned from the window then. “Right, we’d better get started,” she said. She dumped her purse on the floor, then bent down and fished out a measuring tape from inside. She pulled the tape and held it up. “We’ll need to measure everything. Walls. Windows. Everything.”
Keira raised an eyebrow. “That’s kind of thorough, don’t you think?”
“Absolutely,” Bryn replied. “I want this place to be as perfect as can be. I have a vision already. You know I love to decorate.”
Keira laughed aloud. “That’s fine. But remember this is my apartment, so don’t go too crazy.”
But there was no telling Bryn. She was already off with her measuring tape, humming to herself, a woman on a mission.
*
Once Bryn had gotten all the detailed measurements she felt necessary, they headed out in Bryn’s car to a furniture store. Bryn waltzed in ahead of Keira, clearly in heaven as she perused the aisles. They started in the dining room section.
“I forgot to ask,” Bryn said as they walked between the rows of tables and chair sets. “What’s your budget for the new place?”
Keira thought of the check from Elliot, which was still in her pocket. If he really meant there was more to come, then she could theoretically blow the whole lot. But Keira was far too sensible for that. Besides, she was so used to the rug being pulled out from beneath her feet that she could never let herself get that comfortable. The last time she’d had any large sum of money it had all been wasted on Shane’s canceled trip to New York City.
“Um, I have some savings,” Keira said, opting for a half truth. “But I’d prefer not to use too much of it. Let’s just keep it sensible.”
“Sure,” Bryn said, absent-mindedly, her attention already taken by a sleek glass bistro table and two matching glass and metal chairs. Clearly, Keira’s budget wasn’t at the forefront of Bryn’s mind.
“Isn’t this gorgeous?” Bryn said, turning to Keira with a big grin. “And it’s the perfect dimensions for the window. Imagine looking out at your view, a glass of wine in hand.”
Keira stuck her tongue out and grimaced. “That sounds more like you than me. It’s a bit too modern for my taste. You know I like vintage.”
“Just think, this will be vintage one day,” Bryn cajoled. “Eventually.”
Keira chuckled. “That’s not how it works and you know it. I’d prefer a chair with an ottoman in the window, covered in a checkered blanket and mismatched floral cushions. Somewhere I can sit and read, not somewhere to quaff wine.”
Now it was Bryn’s turn to grimace. “This is why I’m the one designing the place. If you were left to your own devices you’d probably cover the walls in fabric, stick a ton of cushions on the floor, and call it a day.”
Keira rolled her eyes at Bryn’s over exaggerated vision.
“Come on, sis. I have this all worked out,” Bryn continued. “And this table is absolutely perfect for my vision.” She rested her hands on the glass table top. “It speaks to me. You have to get it.”
Keira shook her head and let out a sigh. Shopping with Bryn was going to be a lot tougher than she’d expected.
Just then, a woman from the other end of the aisle approached them. She had an eager expression on her face. Keira’s first instinct was that she was a salesperson paid solely on commission, about to tell her all about a fantastic deal she just couldn’t miss out on. But the woman said something that threw Keira completely off kilter.
“I’m sorry to interrupt, but are you Keira from Viatorum?” she asked.
Keira stared at her, shocked. Though she’d been recognized before in public, it had usually been while abroad. Something about it happening in her own neighborhood, while she was doing something as mundane as shopping, made it even more jarring.
“Yes, I am,” she said, feeling the blush rise in her cheeks.
“I’m a huge fan,” the woman gushed. “Would you mind if I took a picture?”
Keira looked at Bryn, who was grinning widely. Finally Keira shrugged. “I guess. Sure.”
“I’ll take it,” Bryn offered without missing a beat. “Then you can be in it too.”
The woman thanked her, then slung her arm around Keira’s shoulders and pressed her cheek against Keira’s for the shot. It was uncomfortably close and familiar and Keira felt very awkward.
“Can you sign my copy of Viatorum?” the woman added. “I have the old one before they changed the cover.”
Keira did her best to hide the grimace, but it always stung when she was confronted with the image of her and Cristiano, in movie-star black-and-white, kissing on the rooftops of Paris.
Quickly, she scrawled her name across the magazine, obscuring part of her features in the process.
“Amazing, thank you,” the woman said. “I only came here for some new bath towels. My friends are going to be so jealous!”
She scurried away, leaving Keira facing Bryn awkwardly.
“Oh. My. Goodness,” Bryn said. “You are literally a superstar now.”
Keira rolled her eyes. “Hardly. A few people recognize me, that’s all.” She thought about her scheduled TV appearance the next morning. After that, a whole load more people would recognize her. If she’d had as much recognition from just the black-and-white image on the cover, it was only going to get worse once she appeared in full color on people’s breakfast TV.
“You look worried,” Bryn said, taking her arm. They started strolling along the aisles.
“It’s just that a lot is changing with work,” Keira said. “My career isn’t going where I thought it would.”
“Because you get to be on TV?” Bryn asked incredulously.
“I never said it was bad,” Keira corrected. “Just different. I mean, I’m quiet and bookish. You’re the loud, confident one. If either of us should be on TV, it should be you.”
Bryn made a pfft noise. “You’re ridiculous. Just go with the flow, sis. Enjoy the journey.”
They turned into the living room section, where the aisles were filled with couches.
“I’m trying,” Keira told her. “You know how stressed I get. How tightly wound I can be. Relaxing doesn’t come easy to me.”
“You’d relax more easily if you bought this delightful two-seater,” Bryn said, gesturing to a bright red velvet couch.
Keira laughed. “Absolutely not!”
Bryn just sighed. “You don’t understand my vision,” she said theatrically.
She looped arms with Keira again and they strolled onward.
“Do you really believe that stuff you wrote?” Bryn asked Keira as they went. “Your theory about love and not having strings attached? Being independent?”
Keira wondered if she was asking in relation to her recent engagement. Just as Keira had worked out that love didn’t have to mean the entangling of two lives into a single entity, Bryn had flipped her own style on its head in order to settle down.