Then Stuart had gotten quiet.
What do you want, Skeeter? hed asked and Id sort of tensed up then, hoping he wasnt planning on getting drunk again.
Ill have a Co-Cola. Lots of ice.
No. He smiled. I mean in life. What do you want?
I took a deep breath, knowing what Mother would advise me to say: fine, strong kids, a husband to take care of, shiny new appliances to cook tasty yet healthful meals in. I want to be a writer, I said. A journalist. Maybe a novelist. Maybe both.
He lifted his chin and looked at me then, right in the eye.
I like that, he said, and then he just kept staring. Ive been thinking about you. Youre smart, youre pretty, youre he smiled tall.
Pretty?
We ate strawberry soufflés and had one glass of Chablis apiece. He talked about how to tell if theres oil underneath a cotton field and I talked about how the receptionist and I were the only females working for the paper.
I hope you write something really good. Something you believe in.
Thank you. I hope so too. I dont say anything about Aibileen or Missus Stein.
I hope you write something really good. Something you believe in.
Thank you. I hope so too. I dont say anything about Aibileen or Missus Stein.
I havent had the chance to look at too many mens faces up close and I noticed how his skin was thicker than mine and a gorgeous shade of toast; the stiff blond hairs on his cheeks and chin seemed to be growing before my eyes. He smelled like starch. Like pine. His nose wasnt so pointy after all.
The waiter yawned in the corner but we both ignored him and stayed and talked some more. And by the time I was wishing Id washed my hair this morning instead of just bathed and was practically doubled over with gratefulness that Id at least brushed my teeth, out of the blue, he kissed me. Right in the middle of the Robert E. Lee Hotel Restaurant, he kissed me so slowly with an open mouth and every single thing in my body my skin, my collarbone, the hollow backs of my knees, everything inside of me filled up with light.
On a Monday afternoon, a few weeks after my date with Stuart, I stop by the library before going to the League meeting. Inside, it smells like grade school[127] boredom, paste, Lysoled vomit. Ive come to get more books for Aibileen and check if anythings ever been written about domestic help.
Well hey there, Skeeter!
Jesus. Its Susie Pernell. In high school, she couldve been voted most likely to talk too much. Hey Susie. What are you doing here?
Im working here for the League committee, remember? You really ought to get on it, Skeeter, its real fun! You get to read all the latest magazines and file things and even laminate the library cards. Susie poses by the giant brown machine like shes on The Price Is Right television show.
How new and exciting.
So, what may I help you find today, maam? We have murder mysteries, romance novels, how-to makeup books, how-to hair books, she pauses, jerks out a smile, rose gardening, home decorating
Im just browsing, thanks. I hurry off. Ill fend for myself in the stacks. There is no way I can tell her what Im looking for. I can already hear her whispering at the League meetings, I knew there was something not right about that Skeeter Phelan, hunting for those Negro materials
I search through card catalogues and scan the shelves, but find nothing about domestic workers. In nonfiction, I spot a single copy of Frederick Douglass, an American Slave. I grab it, excited to deliver it to Aibileen, but when I open it, I see the middle section has been ripped out. Inside, someone has written nigger book in purple crayon. I am not as disturbed by the words as by the fact that the handwriting looks like a third graders. I glance around, push the book in my satchel. It seems better than putting it back on the shelf.
In the Mississippi History room, I search for anything remotely resembling race relations. I find only Civil War books, maps, and old phone books. I stand on tiptoe to see whats on the high shelf. Thats when I spot a booklet, laid sideways across the top of the Mississippi River Valley Flood Index. A regular-sized person would never have seen it. I slide it down to glance at the cover. The booklet is thin, printed on onionskin paper, curling, bound with staples. Compilation of Jim Crow Laws[128] of the South, the cover reads. I open the noisy cover page.
The booklet is simply a list of laws stating what colored people can and cannot do, in an assortment of Southern states. I skim the first page, puzzled why this is here. The laws are neither threatening nor friendly, just citing the facts:
No person shall require any white female to nurse in wards or rooms in which negro men are placed.
It shall be unlawful for a white person to marry anyone except a white person. Any marriage in violation of this section shall be void.
No colored barber shall serve as a barber to white women or girls.
The officer in charge shall not bury any colored persons upon ground used for the burial of white persons.
Books shall not be interchangeable between the white and colored schools, but shall continue to be used by the race first using them.