I make no pretense at being a horticulturist, but Ive been nine times around the world, and so far as Ive seen, theres no other tree like it anywhere. And, in what was probably a mistake, I went to the tree and laid my hands upon its rough bark. Ive always wondered what might have happened if I had not.
The peace that came over me was indescribable. My somewhat prosaic daughter will probably dismiss my bemusement as natural laziness, but shell be wrong about that. I have no idea of how long I sat in rapt communion with that ancient tree. I know that I must have been somehow nourished and sustained as hours, days, even months drifted by unnoticed, but I have no memory of ever eating or sleeping.
And then, overnight, it turned cold and began to snow. Winter, like death, had been creeping up behind me all the while.
Id formulated a rather vague intention to return to the camp of the old people for another winter of pampering if nothing better turned up, but it was obvious that Id lingered too long in the mesmerizing shade of that silly tree.
And the snow piled so deep that I could barely flounder my way through it. And my food was gone, and my shoes wore out, and I lost my knife, and it suddenly turned very, very cold. Im not making any accusations here, but it seemed to me that this was all just a little excessive.
In the end, soaked to the skin and with ice forming in my hair, I huddled behind a pile of rock that seemed to reach up into the very heart of the snowstorm that swirled around me, and I tried to prepare myself for death. I thought of the village of Gara, and of the grassy fields around it, and of our sparkling river, and of my mother, and because I was still really very young I cried.
Why weepest thou, boy? The voice was very gentle. The snow was so thick that I couldnt see who spoke, but the tone made me angry for some reason. Didnt I have reason to cry?
Because Im cold and Im hungry, I replied, and because Im dying and I dont want to.
Why art thou dying? Art thou injured?
Im lost, I said a bit tartly, and its snowing and I have no place to go. Was he blind?
Is this reason enough amongst thy kind to die?
Isnt it enough?
And how long dost thou expect this dying of thine to persist? The voice seemed only mildly curious.
I dont know, I replied through a sudden wave of self-pity. Ive never done it before.
The wind howled and the snow swirled more thickly around me.
Boy, the voice said finally, come here to me.
Where are you? I cant see you.
Walk around the tower to thy left. Knowest thou thy left hand from thy right?
He didnt have to be so insulting! I stumbled angrily to my half-frozen feet, blinded by the driving snow.
Well, boy? Art thou coming?
I moved around what I thought was only a pile of rocks.
Thou shalt come to a smooth grey stone, the voice said. It is somewhat taller than thy head and as broad as thine arms may reach.
All right, I said through chattering teeth when I reached the rock hed described, now what?
Tell it to open.
What?
Speak unto the stone, the voice said patiently, ignoring the fact that I was congealing in the gale. Command it to open.
Command? Me?
Thou art a man. It is but a rock.
What do I say?
Tell it to open.
I think this is silly, but Ill try it. I faced the rock. Open, I commanded half-heartedly.
Surely thou canst do better than that.
Open! I thundered.
And the rock slid aside.
Come in, boy, the voice said. Stand not in the weather like some befuddled calf. It is quite cold. Had he only just now noticed that?
I went inside what appeared to be some kind of vestibule with nothing in it but a stone staircase winding upward. Oddly, it wasnt dark, though I couldnt see exactly where the light came from.
Close the door, boy.
How?
How didst thou open it?
I turned to face that gaping opening, and, quite proud of myself, I commanded, Close! And, at the sound of my voice, the rock slid shut with a grinding sound that chilled my blood even more than the fierce storm outside. I was trapped! My momentary panic passed as I suddenly realized that I was dry for the first time in days. There wasnt even a puddle around my feet! Something strange was going on here.
Come up, boy, the voice commanded.
What choice did I have? I mounted the stone steps worn with countless centuries of footfalls and spiraled my way up and up, only a little bit afraid. The tower was very high, and the climbing took me a long time.
At the top was a chamber filled with wonders. I looked at things such as Id never seen before. I was still young and not, at the time, above thoughts of theft. Larceny seethed in my grubby little soul. Im sure that Polgara will find that particular admission entertaining.
Near a fire which burned, I observed, without fuel of any kind sat a man, who seemed most incredibly ancient, but somehow familiar, though I couldnt seem to place him. His beard was long and full and as white as the snow which had so nearly killed me but his eyes were eternally young. I think it might have been the eyes that seemed so familiar to me. Well, boy, he said, hast thou decided not to die?
Not if it isnt necessary, I said bravely, still cataloguing the wonders of the chamber.
Dost thou require anything? he asked. I am unfamiliar with thy kind.
A little food, perhaps, I replied. I havent eaten in two days. And a warm place to sleep, if you wouldnt mind. I thought it might not be a bad idea to stay on the good side of this strange old man, so I hurried on. I wont be much trouble, Master, and I can make myself useful in payment. It was an artful little speech. Id learned during my months with the Tolnedrans how to make myself agreeable to people in a position to do me favors.
Master? he said, and laughed, a sound so cheerful that it made me almost want to dance. Where had I heard that laugh before? I am not thy Master, boy, he said. Then he laughed again, and my heart sang with the splendor of his mirth. Let us see to this thing of food. What dost thou require?
A little bread perhaps not too stale, if its all right.
Bread? Only bread? Surely, boy, thy stomach is fit for more than bread. If thou wouldst make thyself useful as thou hast promised we must nourish thee properly. Consider, boy. Think of all the things thou hast eaten in thy life. What in all the world would most surely satisfy this vast hunger of thine?
I couldnt even say it. Before my eyes swam the visions of smoking roasts, of fat geese swimming in their own gravy, of heaps of fresh-baked bread and rich, golden butter, of pastries in thick cream, of cheese, and dark brown ale, of fruits and nuts and salt to savor it all. The vision was so real that it even seemed that I could smell it.
And he who sat by the glowing fire that burned, it seemed, air alone, laughed again, and again my heart sang. Turn, boy, he said, and eat thy fill.
And I turned, and there on a table, which I had not even seen before, lay everything I had imagined. No wonder I could smell it! A hungry boy doesnt ask where the food comes from he eats. And so I ate. I ate until my stomach groaned. And through the sound of my eating I could hear the laughter of the aged one beside his fire, and my heart leapt within me at each strangely familiar chuckle.