Shed just have to try and balance on the tightrope of Margots temper, to avoid committing her third and final offense.
CHAPTER FIVE
Cassie opened her eyes, staring at the unfamiliar ceiling in confusion. It took her a few moments to orient herself and to realize where she wasin Ellas bed, with the morning light streaming through a gap in the curtains. Ella was still sleeping soundly, half buried under the duvet. The back of Cassies head throbbed when she moved, the pain reminding her of everything that had happened last night.
She sat up hurriedly, remembering Margots words, the stinging slap, and the warnings shed received. Yes, she had been at fault for not attending to Ella immediately, but nothing that happened after that had been fair. When shed tried to stand up for herself, she had only been punished further. So perhaps she needed to calmly discuss some house rules with the Dubois family this morning, to make sure this wouldnt happen again.
Why hadnt her alarm gone off yet? Shed set it for six-thirty, hoping this would mean a punctual arrival for breakfast at seven.
Cassie checked her phone and found with a shock that the battery was dead. The constant searching for signal must have drained it faster than usual. Climbing quietly out of bed, she went back to her room, plugged it into the charger, and waited anxiously for it to power up.
She swore under her breath when she saw it was nearly seven-thirty. Shed overslept, and would now have to get everyone up and ready as fast as possible.
Hurrying back to Ellas room, Cassie pulled back the curtain.
Good morning, she said. Its a beautiful sunny day, and its breakfast time.
But Ella didnt want to get up. She must have battled to fall asleep after her bad dream and shed woken in a mood. Grumpy and tired, she clung tearfully to the duvet when Cassie tried to pull it back. Eventually, remembering the candy shed brought with her, Cassie resorted to bribery to get her out of bed.
If youre ready in five minutes, you can have a chocolate.
Even then, further struggles lay ahead. Ella refused to put on the outfit Cassie selected for her.
I want to wear a dress today, she insisted.
But Ella, you might be cold if we go outside.
Dont care. I want to wear a dress.
Cassie finally managed to compromise by choosing the warmest dress she could finda long-sleeved corduroy frock, with long socks and fleece-lined boots. Ella sat on the bed, legs swinging, lower lip quivering. One child was finally ready, but there were another two still to go.
When she opened Marcs bedroom door, she was relieved to see he was awake and out of bed already. Clad in red pajamas, he was playing with an army of soldiers scattered over the floor. The large steel toy box below his bed was open, surrounded by model cars and an entire herd of farm animals. Cassie had to step carefully to avoid standing on any of them.
Hello, Marc. Shall we go to breakfast? What do you want to wear?
I dont want to wear anything. I want to play, Marc retorted.
You can carry on playing afterwards, but not now. Were late, and we must hurry.
Marcs response was to burst into noisy tears.
Please dont cry, Cassie begged him, aware of the precious minutes ticking away. But his tears escalated, as if he were feeding off her panic. He flatly refused to change out of his pajamas and not even the promise of chocolate could change his mind. Eventually, at her wits end, Cassie wedged a pair of slippers on his feet. Taking his hand in hers and placing a soldier in his pajama pocket, she persuaded him to follow her out.
When she knocked on Antoinettes door, there was no response. The room was empty and the bed neatly made with a pink nightdress folded on the pillow. Hopefully, Antoinette had made her own way to breakfast.
Pierre and Margot were already seated in the informal dining room. Pierre was wearing a business suit, and Margot was also smartly dressed, with her makeup perfectly done and her hair curled over her shoulders. She looked up when they walked in, and Cassie felt her face start to blaze. Quickly, she helped Ella into a chair.
Sorry were a little late, she apologized, feeling flustered and as if she was already on the back foot. Antoinette wasnt in her room. Im not sure where she is.
She has finished breakfast, and is practicing her piano piece. Pierre gestured his head in the direction of the music room before pouring more coffee. Listen. Perhaps you recognize the musicThe Blue Danube.
Faintly, Cassie heard an accurate rendition of a tune that did indeed sound familiar.
She is very talented, Margot offered, but the sour tone of her comment didnt match the words. Cassie glanced at her nervously. Was she going to say anything about what had happened last night?
But, as Margot stared back in cool silence, Cassie suddenly wondered if shed misremembered some of it. The back of her head was tender and swollen from where shed slipped, but when she touched the left side of her face, there was no bruise from the stinging slap. Or maybe it had been the right side? It was frightening that she couldnt remember now. She pressed her fingers into her right cheek, but there was no soreness there, either.
Cassie told herself firmly to stop worrying about the details. She could not possibly have been thinking clearly after a hard bang on the head and possible concussion. Margot had definitely threatened her, but Cassies own imagination could have conjured up the actual blow. After all, shed been exhausted, disoriented, and had emerged straight from the throes of a nightmare.
Her thoughts were interrupted by Marc demanding breakfast, and she poured orange juice for the children, serving them food from the breakfast trays. Ella insisted on taking every last piece of ham and cheese, so Cassie made do with a jam croissant and some sliced fruit.
Margot drained her coffee in silence, staring out the window. Pierre paged through a newspaper while he finished his toast. Were breakfasts always so silent? Cassie wondered. Neither parent showed any desire to engage with her, the children, or each other. Was this because she was in trouble?
Perhaps she should start the conversation and straighten things out. She needed to apologize formally for her lateness in reaching Ella, but she didnt think her punishment had been fair.
Cassie composed her words carefully in her head.
I know I was slow to attend to Ella last night. I didnt hear her crying but next time Ill leave my bedroom door open. However, I dont feel that I was fairly treated. I was threatened and abused, and received two consecutive warnings in as many minutes, so could we please discuss some house rules here?
No, that wouldnt do. It was too forward. She didnt want to appear antagonistic. She needed a softer approach, and one that would not make more of an enemy out of Margot.
Isnt it a lovely morning?
Yes, that would definitely be a good start and bring a positive angle to the conversation. And from there, she could lead into what she really wanted to say.
I know I was slow to attend to Ella last night. I didnt hear her crying but next time Ill leave my bedroom door open. However, Id like us to discuss some house rules now, in terms of how we treat each other and when warnings should be given, so that I can make sure I do the best job.
Cassie cleared her throat, feeling nervous, and put down her fork.