She would have liked to linger, recognizing her old friends, and studying this museum of wonders, inlaid marble tables, cases of stuffed humming birds, and stands of hot-house plants, but Arthur hurried her on, saying it was very ill-contrived, a draught straight through it, so that nothing warmed it. He opened doors, giving her a moments glimpse of yellow satin, gilding and pictures, in the saloon, which was next to the drawing-room where she had been received, and beyond it the dining-room. Opposite, were the billiard-room, a library, and Lord Martindales study; and Here, said he, is where Theodora and I keep our goods. Ha! as he entered, you here, Theodora! Hallo! whats this? A lot of wooden benches with their heels in the air. How is this? Have you been setting up a charity school in my room?
I found the children by the wood were too far from school, so I have been teaching them here. I came to see about taking the benches out of your way. I did not expect you here.
I was showing her our haunts. See, Violet, heres my double barrel, and here are the bows. I forget if you can shoot.
Matilda and Caroline do.
You shall learn. We will have the targets out. Wheres the light bow you used to shoot with, Theodora?
It is somewhere, said Theodora, without alacrity; no, I remember, I gave it to Mr. Wingfields little nephew.
Unlucky! Yours will never do for those little fingers. Theodora abruptly turned to Violet, and said, She must be tired of standing there. Violet smiled with pleasure at being addressed, thanked, and disclaimed fatigue.
She is of your sort, and does not know how to be tired, said Arthur. I wondered to hear your bosom friend was here. What brings her about now?
If you call her my bosom friend, you answer the question, was the proud reply, and it provoked him to carry on the teasing process.
I thought she was not THE friend, he continued; I ought to have congratulated you on THE friends capture. A goldfinch of the South American breed is a rare bird.
Theodora drew up her head, and impetuously heaped some school-books together. Have you seen the pretty caged bird?
Never.
In a soft tone, contrasting with the manner of his last sayings, Arthur invited his wife to come out on the lawn, and walked away with her. She was surprised and uneasy at what had taken place, but could not understand it, and only perceived he would prefer her not seeming to notice it.
It was all the strange influence of temper. In truth, Theodoras whole heart was yearning to the brother, whom she loved beyond all others; while on the other hand his home attachments centred on her, and he had come to seek her with the fixed purpose of gaining her good-will and protection for his young bride. But temper stepped between. Whether it began from Theodoras jealousy of the stranger, or from his annoyance at her cold haughty manner to his wife, he was vexed, and retaliated by teasing; she answered coldly, in proud suffering at being taunted on a subject which gave her much pain, and then was keenly hurt at his tone and way of leaving her, though in fact she was driving him away. She stood leaning against a pillar in the hall, looking after him with eyes brimming with tears; but on hearing a step approach, she subdued all signs of emotion, and composedly met the eye of her eldest brother. She could not brook that any one should see her grief, and she was in no mood for his first sentences: What are you looking at? and seeing the pair standing by the fountain, Well, you dont think I said too much in her favour?
She is very pretty, said Theodora, as if making an admission.
It is a very sweet expression. Even as a stranger, it would be impossible not to be interested in her, if only for the sake of her simplicity.
Theodora glanced at Violets dress, and at the attitude in which she was looking up, as Arthur gathered some roses from a vase; then turned her eyes on Johns thoughtful and melancholy countenance, and thought within herself, that every man, however wise, can be taken in by a fair face, and by airs and graces.
Poor thing, continued John, it must be very trying; you dont see her to advantage, under constraint, but a few kind words will set her at ease.
He paused for an answer, but not obtaining one, said, I did not know you expected Miss Gardner to-day.
She surprised him, by answering with asperity, prompted by a second attack on this subject, I cant help it. I could not put her off,what objection can there be?
Nothing, nothing,I meant nothing personal. It was only that I would have avoided having spectators of a family meeting like this. I am afraid of first impressions.
My impressions are nothing at all.
Well, I hope you will make friendsI am sure she will repay your kindness.
Do you know that you are standing in a tremendous draught? interrupted Theodora.
And theres my mother on the stairs. I shall go and call them in; come with me, Theodora.
But she had turned back and joined her mother.
He found Violet all smiles and wonder: but she relapsed into constraint and alarm as soon as she entered the drawing-room. Miss Gardner presently came down,a lady about five or six and twenty, not handsome, but very well dressed, and with an air of ease and good society, as if sure of her welcome. As Violet listened to her lively conversation with Lord Martindale, she thought how impossible it was that she should ever be equally at home there.
The grandeur of the dining-room was another shock, and the varieties of courses revived her remorse for the cold mutton. She sat between Lord Martindale and John, who talked to her as soon as he thought she could bear the sound of her own voice, and, with Arthur opposite, her situation was delightful compared to the moment when, without either of her protectors, she must go with the imperial Lady Martindale to encounter the dreaded aunt.
When the time came, Arthur held open the door, and she looked up in his face so piteously, that he smiled, and whispered You goose, words which encouraged her more than their tenor would seem to warrant.
Warm as it was, the windows were shut, and a shawl was round Mrs. Nesbits tall, bending, infirm figure. Violet dared not look up at her, and thought, with mysterious awe, of the caution not to shrink if she were kissed, but it was not needed, Lady Martindale only said, My aunt, Mrs. Arthur Martindale, and Mrs. Nesbit, half rising, just took her hand into her long skinny fingers, which felt cold, damp, and uncertain, like the touch of a lizard.
Violet was conscious of being scanned from head to footnay, looked through and through by black eyes that seemed to pierce like a dart from beneath their shaggy brows, and discover all her ignorance, folly, and unfitness for her position. Colouring and trembling, she was relieved that there was another guest to call off Mrs. Nesbits attention, and watched the readiness and deference with which Miss Gardner replied to compliments on her sisters marriage; and yet they were not comfortable congratulations, thought Violet; at least they made her cheeks burn, and Theodora stood by looking severe and melancholy; but Miss Gardner seemed quite to enter into the sarcastic tone, and almost to echo it, as if to humour the old lady.
Your sister acted very sensibly, said Mrs. Nesbit, with emphasis. Very good management; though Theodora was somewhat taken by surprise.
Yes, I know we used her very ill, said Miss Gardner; but people have unaccountable fancies about publishing those matters. Mr. Finch was in haste, and we all felt that it was best to have it over, so it was talked of a very short time previously.