I have no doubt of it, returned the first Lord, with a smile, nevertheless the tendency of your labours is towards destruction; and my reference to the fact is merely for the purpose of informing you that there are many other inventors who have claimed my attention to their designs, and that you must not expect an immediate decision in regard to yours.
With this I was politely bowed out, and as I passed down the corridor, I could not help feeling disappointed at the rather faint success of my visit. The idea, too, that I was a would-be destroyer of my species had never before occurred to me, my whole soul and faculties having hitherto been engrossed in the simple idea of perfecting a chemical explosive and a mechanical contrivance. Thus, unintentionally, do we sometimes lend ourselves to that from which our hearts revolt.
I noticed, too, that the servant who had been summoned by the first Lord while we were discussing the torpedo, was particularly attentive to me, and very careful in seeing me off the premises; and then, for the first time, it flashed across my mind that I had been taken for a madman.
I was so tickled with the idea, that I burst into a sudden fit of hearty laughter, an act which induced a little boy, a policeman, and an old woman, who chanced to be passing, to imbibe the erroneous view of the first Lord.
However, although grievously disheartened, I was not subdued. Hope, which tells so many flattering tales, told me that after proper consideration the Admiralty would infallibly perceive the value of my invention; and in regard to the destruction of my fellow-creatures, I consoled myself with the reflection that torpedoes were much more calculated for defensive than offensive warfare.
Before quitting this subject, I may state that from that day to this, I have never heard from the Admiralty in reference to my invention. This fact gives me no pain now, although it did at first. I will explain why.
There is a friend of minea grave, kindly, young man, yet withal sarcastic and eccentricwho met me immediately after my visit to the Admiralty. He is a strange being this friend, who crops up at all sorts of unexpected times, and in divers places, when one least expects him. His name is U. Biquitous.
My dear Childers, said he, when I had explained matters, you are a victim;you are the victim of self-delusion. You were victimised by self-delusion when I first met you, at the time you thought you had discovered perpetual motion. Your torpedo, as you have just described it to me, is an impossibility, and you yourself are
An ass? said I, looking up in his face.
No, by no means, returned Biquitous, earnestly; but you are an enthusiast without ballast. Enthusiasm is a fine, noble quality. The want of ballast is a grievous misfortune. Study mechanics, my boy, a little more than you have yet done, before venturing on further inventions, and dont theorise too much. You have been revelling of late in the regions of fancy. Take my advice, and dont do it.
I wont, said I, fervently, but I cannot give up my cherished pursuits.
There is no reason that you should, returned my friend, grasping my hand, and my earnest advice to you is to continue them; but lay in some ballast if possible.
With these cheery words ringing in my ears, I rejoined my mother and sister, and went off to Portsmouth.
It is well, however, to state here that my personal investigations in the matter of explosives had at this time received a death-blow. I went, indeed, with intense interest to see the display of our national destructive powers at Portsmouth, but I never again ventured to add my own little quota to the sum of human knowledge on such subjects; and the reader may henceforth depend upon it, that in all I shall hereafter write, there shall be drawn a distinct and unmistakable line between the region of fact and fancy.
Chapter Four.
A Day with the Torpedoes
The sentence with which I finished the last chapter appears to me essential, because what I am now about to describe may seem to many readers more like the dreams of fancy than the details of sober fact.
When my mother and I, with Nicholas and Bella, arrived at Portsmouth, we were met by my naval friend, a young lieutenant, who seemed to me the beau-idéal of an embryo naval hero. He was about the middle height, broad, lithe, athletic, handsome, with a countenance beaming with good-will to, and belief in, everybody, including himself. He was self-possessed; impressively attentive to ladies, both young and old, and suave to gentlemen; healthy as a wild stag, and happy as a young cricket, with a budding moustache and a fluff on either cheek. Though gentle as a lamb in peace, he was said to be a very demon in war, and bore the not inappropriate name of Firebrand.
Allow me to introduce my friend, Lieutenant Naranovitsch, Mr Firebrand, my mother and sister; not too late, I hope, said I, shaking hands.
Not at all. In capital time, replied the young fellow, gaily, as he bowed to each. Allow me, Mrs Childerstake my arm. The boat is not far off.
Boat! exclaimed my mother, must we then go to sea?
Not exactly, replied Firebrand, with a light laugh, unless you dignify Portchester Creek by that name. The Nettle target-ship lies there, and we must go on board of her, as it is around and in connection with her that the various experiments are to be tried, by means of gunboats, launches, steam-pinnaces, and various other kinds of small craft.
How very fortunate that you have such a charming day, said my mother, whose interest was at once aroused by the youths cheery manner. Do you expect many people to witness the experiments, Mr Firebrand?
About five hundred invitations have been issued, answered the lieutenant, and I daresay most of those invited will come. It is an occasion of some importance, being the termination of the senior course of instruction in our Naval Torpedo School here. I am happy to think, he added, with an arch smile, that an officer of the Russian army will have such a good opportunity of witnessing what England is preparing for her enemies.
It will afford me the greatest pleasure to witness your experiments, replied Nicholas, returning the smile with interest, all the more that England and Russia are now the best of friends, and shall, I hope, never again be enemies.
In a few minutes we were conveyed on board the Nettle, on whose deck was a most animated assemblage. Not only were there present hundreds of gaily-dressed visitors, and officers, both naval and military, in bright and varied uniforms, but also a number of Chinese students, whose gaudy and peculiar garments added novelty as well as brilliancy to the scene.
Delightful! murmured Bella, as she listened to the sweet strains of the Commander-in-chiefs band, and gazed dreamily at the sun-flashes that danced on the glassy water.
Paradise! replied Naranovitsch, looking down into her eyes.
What are they going to do? asked my mother of young Firebrand, who kept possession of her during the whole of the proceedings, and explained everything.
They are going to illustrate the application of torpedo science to offensive and defensive warfare, said the lieutenant; and just now I see they are about to send off an outrigger launch to make an attack with two torpedoes, one on either bow, each being filled with 100 pounds of gunpowder. Sometimes gun-cotton is used, but this 100 pounds charge of powder is quite sufficient to send the vessel in which we stand to the bottom in five or ten minutes. Come this waywe shall see the operations better from this point. Now, dont be alarmed, there is not the slightest danger, I assure you.