I believe she is working on a new variety, your majesty.
Splicing together lines, no doubt, the Dowager mused, setting her cup down.
Angelica found herself wondering at the point of all of this. She sincerely doubted that the kingdoms ruler had called her here just to discuss minor details of her familys life. If she ruled, Angelica certainly wouldnt care about something so pointless. Angelica barely paid attention when letters came from her parents estates.
Am I boring you, my dear? the Dowager asked.
No, of course not, your majesty, Angelica said hurriedly. Thanks to the civil wars, the days might have gone when the kingdoms royalty could simply imprison nobles without trial, but it still wasnt a good idea to risk insulting them.
Because I was under the impression that you found my family fascinating, the Dowager continued. My younger son in particular.
Angelica froze, unsure what to say next. She should have guessed that a mother would notice her interest in Sebastian. Was that what this was then? A polite suggestion that she should leave him alone?
Im not sure what you mean, Angelica replied, deciding that her best option was to play the part of the coy young noble girl. Prince Sebastian is obviously very handsome, but
But your attempt to sedate him and claim him for your own didnt go as planned? the Dowager asked, and now there was steel in her voice. Did you think I wouldnt hear about that little ploy?
Now, Angelica could feel the fear inside her building. The Dowager might not simply be able to order her death, but that was what an assault like that on a royal person could mean, even with a trial of her noble peers. Maybe especially with them, since there would undoubtedly be those who wanted to set an example, or get her out of the way, or settle some score with her family.
Your majesty Angelica began, but the Dowager cut her off with a single raised finger. Instead of speaking, though, she took her time draining her cup, then tossed it into the fireplace, the porcelain shattering with a crack that made Angelica think of breaking bones.
An attack upon my son is treason, the Dowager said. An attempt to manipulate me, and to steal my son into marriage, is treason. Traditionally, that is rewarded by the Mask of Lead.
Angelicas gut clenched at the thought of it. It was a horrific punishment from another time, and not one that shed ever seen enacted. It was said that people killed themselves just at the thought of it.
Are you familiar with it? the Dowager asked. The traitor is encased in a metal mask, and molten lead is poured inside. A terrible death, but sometimes terror is useful. And, of course, it allows for a cast of their face to be taken and displayed for all to see afterwards as a reminder.
She took something from beside her chair. It looked like just one of the many masks that were always around the court with the worship of the Masked Goddess. This one could have been the impression of a face though. A terrified, agonized face.
Allan of Courcer decided to rise against the crown, the Dowager said. We hanged most of his men cleanly, but with him, we made an example. I still remember the screams. Its funny how these things linger.
Angelica fell from her chair to her knees almost bonelessly, looking up at the other woman.
Please, your majesty, she begged, because right then, begging seemed like her only option. Please, Ill do anything.
Anything? the Dowager said. Anything is a big word. What if I wanted you to hand over your family lands, or serve as a spy in the courts of this New Army that seems to be coming out of the continental wars? What if I decided that you should go and serve your penance in one of the Far Colonies?
Angelica looked at that terrified death mask, and knew that there was only one answer.
Anything, your majesty. Just please, not that.
She hated being like this. She was one of the foremost nobles in the land, yet here and now she felt as helpless as the lowest cottar.
What about if I wanted you to marry my son? the Dowager asked.
Angelica stared at her blankly, the words making no sense. If the other woman had said that she was giving her a chest of gold and sending her on her way it would have made more sense than this did.
Your majesty?
Dont just kneel there opening and closing your mouth like a fish, the other woman said. In fact, sit back down. At least try to look like the sort of refined young lady my son should be marrying.
Angelica forced herself back into her chair. Even so, she felt faint. Im not sure I understand.
The Dowager steepled her fingers. There is little enough to understand. I am in need of someone suitable to marry my son. You are beautiful enough, from a family of sufficient standing, well connected at court, and it seems obvious enough from your little plot that you are interested in the role. It is an arrangement that seems highly beneficial to all concerned, wouldnt you agree?
Angelica managed to collect herself a little. Yes, your majesty. But
It is certainly preferable to the alternatives, the Dowager said, her finger brushing the death mask. In every sense.
Put like that, Angelica had no choice. I would be happy to, your majesty.
Your happiness is not my primary concern, the Dowager snapped back. The well-being of my son and the safety of this realm are. You will not jeopardize either one, or there will be a reckoning.
Angelica didnt have to ask what kind of reckoning. Right then, she could feel the thread of terror running through her. She hated that. She hated this old hag who could make even something she wanted feel like a threat.
What about Sebastian? Angelica asked. From what I saw at the ball, his interests are elsewhere.
With the red-haired girl who claimed to be from Meinhalt, but who didnt behave like any noble Angelica had met.
That will no longer be a problem, the Dowager said.
Even so, if hes still hurt
The other woman fixed her with an even gaze. Sebastian will do his duty, to both the realm and his family. He will marry who he is required to marry, and we will make it into a joyous occasion.
Yes, your majesty, Angelica said, lowering her gaze demurely. Once she was married to Sebastian, perhaps she wouldnt have to bow and scrape like this. For now, though, she behaved as she had to. I shall write to my father at once.
The Dowager waved that away. I have already done so, and Robert has been delighted to accept. The arrangements for the wedding are already underway. I understand from the couriers that your mother fainted at the news, but then, she always was of a delicate disposition. I trust that it is not a trait you will pass to my grandchildren.
She made it sound like a disease to be expunged. Angelica found herself more annoyed by the way everything had just been put in place without her knowledge. Even so, she did her best to show the gratitude she knew was expected of her.
Thank you, your majesty, she said. I will strive to be the best daughter-in-law that you could hope for.
Just remember that becoming my daughter buys you no special favor, the Dowager said. You have been selected to perform a task, and you will do so to my satisfaction.
I will strive to make Sebastian happy, Angelica said.
The Dowager stood. See that you do. Make him so happy that he can think of nothing else. Make him happy enough to drive thoughts of others from his mind. Make him happy, give him children, do all that the wife of a prince should do. If you do all that, your future will be a happy one as well.