The light moved toward him at incredible speed and as it closed Peter prepared to duck. He could see now that it was many light sources, not just one, and as they ascended his eyes widened in fear. They tore into him like sharks, their fang like teeth and serrated claws removing immense chunks of his flesh with each pass. They tore around his body like mosquitoes. When he opened his mouth to scream some of them immediately dove into his mouth, removing his tongue and even consuming his teeth as they worked, eating their way into his body. Peter heard that voice, the smiley mans voice, just one last time.
My name is Duran. Welcome!
Chapter Six
Rock n Roll; and Death In The Family
There they were, Saturday night, standing out in front of the Top Pub at Byron Bay. The music pounding out was great but it was the voice, that voice, which had had got Billys excitement going. He only just heard Tony calling over the noise.
Billy! Wait!
What is it Man?
We, we cant go in the front door.
Billy shook his head. He couldnt believe what Tony was saying. Hed dragged him all the way out to Byron to see the man, the one and only, Billys absolute favourite singer, and now he was telling him that they couldnt go in? Billy considered hitting him.
Do you know, who, that is in there?
Course I do.
Then why the fuck cant we go in?
coz were fifteen.
Hasnt stopped us before.
This is different Billy. He, hes an international star, and they have security everywhere. Dont worry, Ive arranged something.
What? He gonna come out to us? Usually, Tony didnt take Billys sarcasm well, but tonight he was composed and grinning like a Cheshire cat. That was proof positive that he had something under his hat. Spill the beans Tony? What are you up to?
Youll see, he kept grinning.
Why cant we go in now?
No! Just wait Billy, wait just till the first break.
Whatever it was hed arranged, he had confidence that it was going to happen. Tony kept his ear to the ground. He was a pretty simple guy in some ways but in others he was unfathomable, and unflappable when everything was running to plan. Ah, the sweet brashness of youth. They sat on the grass and listened to the music and Billy thought of Jen. He almost got up to ring her but knew that would piss Tony off, enough maybe for him to change whatever arrangements hed made. Billy watched a girl walk past laughing and chatting brightly with her friends and it made him sad she would die tonight. The sadness swept away immediately when the music ceased. He looked at Tony who was lying on his back looking up at the stars. That same Cheshire grin greeted Billy when he thumped him on the shoulder.
Be patient Billy, be patient.
You said we had to wait for the break. So? Theyre havin a break! What are we waiting for now?
Youll see. Have faith my friend, he kept grinning. Billy was almost at the point where he was going to smack him in the mouth again, but Tony sat up suddenly as the MCs voice came across the loudspeakers. Billy wasnt listening but caught the end of the announcement home grown talent Billyyyyy Nelllsonnnnn! He looked at Tony goggle eyed and slack jawed. Go on man, thats you, Tony said quietly, the look of satisfaction making his face glow in his moment of triumph.
But, but how? was all Billy could stammer.
Sent them a demo tape Tony replied, as if that answered all the questions screaming around in Billys brain.
The MCs voice yelled for me again. Cmon Billy, where are you? Get up here.
Billy walked zombie like into the crowd and to him, it seemed to take forever to get through the throng nearest the stage. He was there standing beside the MC and both of them were looking at him. A huge cheer rose from the crowd as Billy mounted the stage and was introduced.
Billy Nelson, this is Joe Cocker.
I know, was all Billy could say.
Billy had no idea what was said to him at that moment he was still in awe. This was one of his all time heroes standing there beside him, shaking his hand, talking to him in front of a crowd of yelling, boozed up and doped out head bangers. All of a sudden everything became clear and even more shocking.
What song are we doin? said Mr Cocker.
Billy may call him Joe when hes talking to anyone else but to his face? No Way! He deserved respect. But sing a song, was he kidding? Billy stood there looking like an idiot, shaking his head.
You can sing cant you? That was you I heard on the demo?
Billy just nodded.
You do know why youre here, dont you Billy? asked the MC.
Billy shook his head.
You won! We ran a competition for somebody to sing a song with a famous guest artist, and you won!
If he could get them to say it all one more time Billys numb brain might have been able to absorb it! Now he was thinking of Jen and wishing she were here. Shed be very surprised. Billy could sing okay the problem was he had never sung in public, in front of anybody, ever except Tony and his band a few times but to Billy they didnt count. Now here he was standing on a stage with Joe Cocker no less, and everybody was expecting him to sing. He didnt know whether to faint or cheer. He thought about Jen again and knew the song he wanted. He nodded at the MC and turned to Joe, sorry, Mr Cocker. When a Man Loves a Woman?
He nodded but frowned a little as well. You dont want, want to start off a bit lighter do you? You know, something a little rock n roll maybe?
Billy just looked at him and thought, What the hell did I know about performing? About as much as I knew about quantum physics really, so he bowed to undeniably greater knowledge and nodded. Billy looked again and realised Mr Cocker was drunk, or if he wasnt, he was on something. At least his Life looked relatively intact.
Surprise rendered Billy blind of his normal perceptions but as his feet returned to earth, he began to see a little clearer again. It was not always easy for Billy to constantly be seeing two visions at once, and being able to identify which ones were Life and which ones were not. He concentrated on one, almost always Life, the reality part if you like, and only acknowledged the other when and if he really needed to. Life, reality, could hurt, maim, kill. Get hit by a bus, you die. The other side, threatening as it appeared at times, Billy knew to be relatively innocuous, and also that it would come for him one day.
You start, Ill follow.
So he did. The drummer initiated and the rest of the band broke into what Billy recognised immediately as You Can Leave Your Hat On. He sang, and he was good enough that they let him stay up for an entire set. Mr Cocker even let him solo a few times, though never an entire song after all, the paying public were there to see him, not Billy. For Billy, it was a brilliant night. Afterwards he got Tony and introduced him to Mr Cocker, identifying him as the one responsible for sending in the demo tape. Mr Cocker gave Billy his Agents details and instructions to ring, and his assurance that a good word would be left on his behalf. Billy was ecstatic and as they left, people, girls and guys, patted him on the back, congratulated him. He felt like a star and unbelievably light headed, so much so that he remembered nothing of the trip home in Tonys big brothers car.