Bree wrinkled her forehead. "The Janice Yutoh thing I can't figure out. Unless she was helping him with homework."
"Janice is actually really pretty," I said. "She's just so shy, you don't notice it. I can't figure out Suzanne Herbert."
Bree almost choked. "Suzanne is gorgeous! She modeled for Hawaiian Tropic last year!"
I smiled at Bree. "She looks like Malibu Barbie, and she's got the brain to match." I ducked as Bree tossed a grape at me.
"Not everyone can be a National Merit Scholar," she said snippily. She paused and then said, "I guess none of us are wondering about Raven. She goes through guys like Kleenex."
"Oh, and you don't," I teased her, and was rewarded by another grape bouncing off my arm.
"Hey, Chris and I have been together for almost three months now," Bree said.
"And?" Robbie prompted her.
Self-righteousness mixed with rueful embarrassment crossed Bree's face. "He's bugging me a little," she admitted.
Tam and I laughed, and Robbie snorted.
"I guess you're just picky," Robbie said.
My dad wandered into the kitchen again, got a pen from the pen jar, and headed out again.
"Okay," Bree said, opening the back door. "I better get home before Chris freaks out." She made a face. "Where have you been?" she said in a deep-voiced imitation. She rolled her eyes and left, and moments later we heard her temperamental BMW, Breezy, take off and chug down the street.
"Poor Chris," Tamara said. Her curly brown hair was escaping from her headband, and she expertly twisted in back underneath.
"I think his days are numbered," Robbie said, taking a sip of soda.
I pulled out a bag of salad and ripped it open with my teeth. "Well, he lasted longer than usual."
Tam nodded. "It might be a new record."
The back door flew open and my mom staggered in, her arms full of files, flyers, and real estate signs. Her jacket was wrinkled, and it had a coffee stain on one pocket. I grabbed the stuff from her hands and set it on the kitchen table.
"Mary, mother of God," my mom muttered. "What a day. Hi, Tamara, honey. Hey, Robbie. How have you two been? How's school so far?"
"Fine, thanks, Mrs. Rowlands," Robbie said.
"How about you?" Tamara asked. "You looked like you've been working hard."
"You could say that," my mom said with a sigh. She hung her jacket on a hook by the door and headed to the cabinet to fix herself a whiskey sour from a mix.
"Well, we better head out," Tamara announced, picking up her backpack. She kicked Robbie's sneaker gently. "Come on, I'll give you a ride. Nice seeing you, Mrs. Rowlands."
"See you later," Robbie said.
"Bye, guys," my mom said, and the back door closed behind them. "Gosh Robbie's getting tall. He's really growing into himself." She came over to give me a hug. "Hi, sweetheart. It smells great in here. Is it chicken Morgan?"
"Yep. With baked potatoes and frozen peas."
"Sounds perfect." She drank from her glass, which smelled sweet and citrusy.
"Tiny sip?" I asked.
"No, ma'am!" Mom replied, as she always did. "Let me change, and I'll set the table. Is Mary K. here?"
I nodded. "Upstairs with some of the Mary K. fan club."
Mom frowned. "Boy or girls?"
"I think both."
Mom nodded and headed upstairs, and I knew that the boys, at least, were going to get the boot.
"Hi. Can I sit here?" Janice asked at lunch period the next day, pointing to an empty spot on the grass of the school's court yard next to Tamara.
"Of course," Tamara said, waving a handful of Fritos. "We'll be even more multiculti." Tamara was one of the very few African Americans in our overwhelmingly white school, and she wasn't afraid to joke about it, particularly with Janice, who was sometimes self-conscious about being one of very few Asians.
Janice sat down cross-legged with her tray balanced on her lap.
"Excuse me," I said pointedly. "Is there any interestingnews you'd like to share?"
Confusion crossed Janice's face as she chewed the school's version of meat loaf and swallowed. "What? You mean from class?"
"No," I said impatiently. "Romantic news." I raised my eyebrows.
Janice's pretty face turned pink. "Oh. You mean Cal?"
"Of course I mean Cal!" I practically exploded. "I can't believe you didn't say anything."
Janice shrugged. "We just went out once," she said. "Last weekend."
Tamara and I waited.
"Can you embellish, please?" I pressed after a minute. "I mean, we're your friends. You went out with the single best-looking guy on the planet. We deserve to know."
Janice looked pleased and embarrassed. "It didn't really seem like a date," she said finally. "It's more, like, he's trying to get to know people. Know the area. We drove around and talked a lot, and he wanted to know all about the town and the people"
Tamara and I looked at each other.
"Hmm," I said finally. "So you're not hooking up or anything?"
Tamara rolled her eyes. "Be blunt, why don't you Morgan?"
Janice laughed. "It's fine," she said. "And no. No hooking up. I think we're just friends."
"Hmmm," I said again. "He is friendly, isn't he?"
"Speak of the devil," Tamara said softly.
I looked up to see Cal ambling toward us, his lips curved in a smile.
"Hey," he said, crouching on the grass next to us. "Am I interrupting anything?"
I shook my head and drank my soda in an attempt to look casual.
"Are you getting settle in?" Tamara asked. "Widow's Vale is pretty small, so it probably won't take you long to figure out where everything is."
Cal smiled at her, and I blinked at his supernatural face. By now I expected to have this reaction when I was around him, so it didn't bother me as much.
"Yeah. It's pretty here," Cal said. "Full of history. I feel like I've gone back in time." He looked down at the patch of grass, absently stroking a blade between his fingers. I tried not to stare, but I found myself wanting to touch what he touched.
"I came over to ask if you guys would come to a party this Saturday night," Cal said.
We were all so surprised that we didn't say anything for a second. It seemed gutsy for a relative stranger to throw a party so soon.
"Rowlands!" Bree called from across the lawn, then came and sank down gracefully on the grass next to me. She gave Cal a beautiful smile. "Hi, Cal."
"Hey. I've been going around inviting people to a party this Saturday." Cal said.
"A party!" Bree looked like this was the best idea she'd ever heard. "What kind of party? Where? Who's coming?"
Cal laughed, leaning back his head so I could see the strong column of his throat, with its smooth tan skin. In the vee of his shirt hung a worn leather string with a silver pendant on it, a five-pointed star surrounded by a circle. I wondered what the symbol meant.
"Well the weather's all right, it will be an outdoor party," Cal said. "Mostly I just want to have a chance to talk to people, you know, not at school. I'm asking most of the juniors and seniors-"
"Really?" Bree's lovely brows arched.
"Sure," Cal said. "The more the merrier. I figured we could all meet up outside. The weather's been beautiful lately, and there's this field right at the edge of town over past Tower's market. I thought we could sit around and talk, look at the stars"
We all stared at him. Kids hung out at the mall. Kids hung out at the movie theater. Kids even hung out at the 7-Eleven when things got really slow. But nobody ever hung out in the middle of an empty field out past Tower's market.
"This isn't the kind of thing you usually do, is it?" he asked.
"Not really," Bree said carefully. "But it sounds great."
"Okay. Well, I'll print up some directions. Hope you guys can come." He stood smoothly, gracefully, the way an animal rises.
I wish he were mine.
I was shocked that my brain had formed the thought. I'd never felt that way about anyone. And Cal Blaire was so out of my league that wanting him seemed stupid, almost pathetic. I shook my head. This was pointless. I would just have to snap out of it.
When he was gone, my friends turned to each other excitedly.
"What kind of a party is this?" Tamara wondered out loud.
"I wonder if there'll be a keg or something," Bree said.
"I think I'm going out of town this weekend," Janice said, looking half disappointed, half relieved.
The four of us watched as Cal approached Bree's other friends, who were hanging out on the benched at the edge of the school grounds. After talking to them, he headed to the stoners clustered by the doors to the cafeteria. The funny thing was, he looked just like each crowd he spoke to. When he was with the brains, like me and Tamara and Janice, he was totally believable as a gorgeous, brilliant, deeply inquisitive scholar type. When he was with Bree's friends, he looked cool, casual, and hip: a trendsetter. And when he was standing next to Raven and Chip, I could totally imagine him as a stoner, smoking pot every day after school. It was amazing how comfortable he was with everyone.
On one level I envied it since I'm comfortable with only a small group of people, my good friends. In fact, my two closest friends, Bree and Robbie, I've known since we were babies and our families lived on the same block. That was before Bree's family moved into a huge modern house with a view of the river and long before we'd split up into different cliques. Bree and I were two of the only people at our school who managed to be close despite belonging to different groups.
Cal wasuniversal, in a way. And even though I was nervous, I wanted to go to that party.
CHAPTER 3 The Circle
"Roam not at night, for sorcerers use all phases of the moon for their craft. Be you safe at home till the sun lights the sky and drives evil to its lair again."
Notes of a Servant of God,
Brother Paolo Frederico, 1693
I am casting the net. Pray for my success, that I may increase our number and find those for whom I search.
The porch light cast a shadow across our lawn. Before me, on the crunchy, dried-out autumn grass, a small, darker me walked to my car.
"What's wrong with Breezy?" I asked.
"She's making a weird pinging noise," Bree said.
I rolled my eyes, hoping she could see me. Bree's expensive, sensitive car was always doing one thing or another. So much for fancy engineering.
I opened the driver's side door and eased onto the cool vinyl seat of Das Boot, my beautiful white 71 Chrysler valiant. My dad likes to joke that my car weighs more than a submarine, so we named it Das Boot, the German word for boat and the title of my dad's all-time favorite movie, Bree climbed in the other side, and we waved good-bye to my dad, who was putting out the trash.
"Drive carefully, sweetheart," he called.
I started the engine and glanced out my window at the sky. The waning moon was a thin, sharp crescent. A wisp of a dark cloud drifted across it, blotting it from the sky and making the stars pop into prominence.
"Are you going to tell me where Chris is?" I asked as I turned onto Riverdale Drive.
Bree sighed, "I told him I promised to go with you," she said.
"Oh, jeez, don't tell me," I groaned. "I'm afraid of driving by myself at night; is that it?"
Bree rubbed he forehead. "Sorry," she muttered. "He's gotten so possessive. Why do guys always do that? You go out with them for a while, and suddenly they own you." She shivered, though it was barely chilly. "Turn right on Westwood."
Westwood headed right out of town, northward.
Bree waved the piece of paper that had the directions. "I wonder what this will be like. Cal is reallydifferent, isn't he?"
"Uh-huh." I took a swig of seltzer, letting the conversation die. I was reluctant to talk to Bree about Cal, but I wasn't sure why.
"Okay, okay!" Bree said excitedly a few minutes later. "This is it! Stop here!" She was already scrambling out of her seat belt, grabbing her macramé purse.
"Bree," I said politely, looking around. "We're in the middle of freaking nowhere."
Technically, of course, you're always somewhere. But this deserted road on the out skirts of town didn't feel like it. To the left were acres of cornfields, tall and awaiting harvest. To the right was a wide strip of unmowed field edged by think woods that led back toward town in a large, ragged vee.
"It says to park under that tree," Bree instructed me. "Come on."
I eased Das Boot off the side of the road and glided heavily to a stop beneath a huge willow oak. That was when I saw moonlight glinting off at least seven other cars that hadn't been visible from the road.
Robbie's distinctive red VW Beetle sat glowing darkly like a giant lady bug under the tree, and I saw Matt Adler's white pickup, Sharon's SUV, and Tamara's dad's station wagon edged up neatly next to them. Parked in a sloppy circle around them were Raven Meltzer's battered black wreck, a gold Explorer that I recognized as Cal's, and a green minivan that I thought belonged to Beth Nielson, Raven's best friend. I didn't see any people, but there was a somewhat trampled path though the tall, dried grass toward the woods.
"I guess we're supposed to go there," Bree said, sounding uncharacteristically unsure. I was glad she was here with me and that Chris wasn't. If I'd had to come by myself, I might not have had the nerve to show.
We followed the path of beaten grass, the cool evening breeze filtering though my hair. When we reached the edge of the woods, Bree pointed. I could barely make out the pale gleam of her fingers in the forest darkness. Looking ahead, I saw it: a small clearing and shadowed shapes standing around a low fire ringed with stone. I heard a low laughter and smelled the delicious sent of wood smoke coiling though the newly crisp air. Suddenly an out door party seemed like a brilliant idea.
We stepped carefully though the woods toward the fire. I heard Bree swearing under her breathher chunky platform sandals weren't the best shoes for nighttime hiking. My own clogs were cheerfully crunching twigs underfoot. I heard a crashing sound behind us and startled, then saw it was Ethan Sharp and Alessandra Spotford, lurching through the forest after us.
"Watch it!" Alessandra hissed at Ethan. "That branch hit me right in the eye."