But he had not touched her. Not once.
Have you been in contact with another angel? he asked, though no two angels produced the same shade of essentia. But a demon could not have done it. There was no way the epitome of evil could have produced such a magnificent color.
No.
Truth. There had to be an explanation. Perhaps perhaps the glow was all her own, natural. Just because he had never heard of such a thing did not mean it was impossible.
What are you planning to do to me? She met his gaze, surprising him with the ferocity banked there, daring him to do something.
We will find out together. He reached out, intending to undo one of the cuffs, and she flinched.
Dont! she said.
Realization dawned. She had been abused, and she expected the same treatment from him.
To promise never to harm her in any way was, perhaps, to lie to her, and he could not lie to her. Humans were sensitive beings, their feelings and bodies easily hurt. Accidents happened. No telling what she would find fault with in their dealings together.
Just how long do you plan to be with her?
Right now, I plan only to free you and escort you from this place, he said. All right?
Hope flickered in those crystal eyes. But you said
I changed my mind.
Really?
Really.
Thank you, she rushed out. Thank you, thank you, thank you, a thousand times, thank you. You wont regret this, I promise. Im not a danger to anyone. I just want to go somewhere and be by myself. I wont cause any trouble. I promise! And seriously, thank you!
He undid the first cuff, walked to her other side and repeated the entire process.
Tears filled her eyes as she pulled her hands tight to her chest and rubbed at her wrists. Not from pain, he didnt think, but from joy. Where will you escort me?
To my cloud, where you will be safe from the demons.
A shake of her head, as if she wasnt sure shed heard him correctly. Your cloud? As in, a cloud in the sky?
Yes. You may bathe, change clothes, eat. Whatever you wish. And then still he had no idea.
Butand stop me if this sounds crazyI want to stay on solid ground, where I wont plunge through mist and fall a bazillion feet only to go splat.
He loosened one ankle cuff. Were I to take you anywhere on land, you would be hunted by your own people not to mention other demons. Youll be safe in my cloud, I promise you. He loosened the other cuff.
The moment she was free, she jerked upright, threw her legs over the bed and stood. Though she swayed, she managed to remain on her feet. Just get me out of the building, and we can go our separate ways. Youll have done a good deed, and I will remain hidden forever.
Refusal to obey him, when hed finally decided to aid her. Was she trying to twist him into knots? I cannot liberate you without supervision, for I would be blamed for any damage you caused.
I wont
Mean to, I know. But you will.
Just give me a chance!
Thats what he was trying to do. You have two choices, Annabelle. Stay here, or go to my cloud. Nothing else will be considered.
Her chin lifted, painting her the very picture of stubbornness. Can I stay with the other angel, then? The blond.
Thane? Why? he demanded.
Dont take this the wrong way, but I like him better than I like you.
There was a right way to take that statement?
Honesty was to be commended, and yet Zacharel suddenly battled an inexplicable need to shake her. You cannot know who you like better. You only spent a few seconds in his company.
Sometimes a few seconds is all it takes.
The fissure in his chest widened. No guilt this time, but a measure of anger? Oh, yes. Anger. Zacharel was the one who had prevented the doctor from violating her. Zacharel was the one who had freed her. She should like him best. I am just as fierce a warrior as he is. Fiercer, even.
A tremor shook her.
Such a reaction Perhaps you do not want fierce, he said, more to himself than to her. Perhaps she craved what she clearly had not encountered in this place. Kindness.
Look, Winged Wonder. Get me out of here, then well hammer out the details about where Im staying. Okay?
Winged Wonder, he said, nodding. I find that I do not mind that one. It fits.
Captain Modesty fits better, she muttered.
I disagree. Winged Wonder is clearly the better choice for a man such as me, and we will discuss the details now. He could hardly believe he was having a conversation such as this one. I will not have you acting out later because there was a misunderstanding between us. Im dealing with enough of that already. His gaze pinned her in place. Tell me why you wish to stay with Thane.
She gulped but said, I feel safer with him, thats all. And besides, snow wasnt falling from his wings. Why is it falling from yours?
The answer does not pertain to you. As for your safety, I have already promised you will be unharmed in my cloud. Therefore, your requirement is met and the details are hammered out. You will stay with me. Come. I will waste no more time with arguments.
She could not fly, could not flash from one location to another with only a thought, which meant he would have to touch her. He would dislike every second of the contact, he was sure, but he would endure it nonetheless. He extended his hand, motioned with his fingers. Last chance. Do you stay or do you go?
ILL SOON BE FREE OF THIS HELLHOLE, Annabelle thought, wanting to laugh and cry at the same time. She wanted to dance with relief, then hide under the covers from panic. Escape finally but would it be the heaven shed cravedor another version of hell?
Does it matter? Youll be free of Fitzpervert, free of this cage, free of the drugs and the other patients and the orderlies free from the demons.
All this time she had been fighting evil beings from hell. Neither of her parents had believed in an afterlife. They had raised her to be skeptical, too. Well, they had been wrong, and she had been wrong, and now she had a lot to learn.
Annabelle, Zacharel prompted, again motioning with his fingers.
This man could teach her, she thought. This heavenly man who appeared so devilish, like a dark, seductive dream meant to lure a female straight into midnight temptations.
Dangerous Yes, this man is dangerous.
The words were a soft, erotic whisper against her flesh. A whisper shed heard and felt since the moment hed entered the room.
Still she said, I choose to go. Staying with him any longer than necessary was another story, however. He might remind her of the dark fairy-tale prince shed dreamed about so long ago, the night before her birthday, but this man was no charmer.
Trembling, she wrapped her fingers around his. At the moment of contact, he sucked in a breath as if shed somehow burned him and she nearly jerked away. Steady.
Zacharel called himself an angel, but she had no idea what that meant or what it entailed other than the standard good and right stuff. More, she had no idea where he was taking hera cloud? really?or what he planned to do with her when he got her there.
Are you okay?
I need a moment to adjust, he said, a strain in his voice.
Good, because she needed a moment, too. Take all the time you need, Captain Modesty.
I am Winged Wonder, and I will. Do not move.
Uh, that might be a problem. As cold as she was, his skin proved to be colder. Soon the shivers would overtake her.
He offered no reply. Just peered down at her through narrowed lids, as if he blamed her for something catastrophic.
Could she trust him? Maybe, maybe not. But she wanted her freedom and he could give her that. And yeah, she also wanted to be on her own, relying only on herself. One day, she would be. For right now, escape would suffice.
If he tried to hurt her when they got to wherever he was taking her, she would fight the way shed always foughtdirtywhether he was an angel or not.
This contact, Zacharel said. He frowned, the downward curve of his lips surely a default expression he couldnt control. Not once had she seen him smile.
Was there anything that would amuse him, or even rattle him?
What about it? she forced herself to ask.
I expected certain sensations to fade, but they still have not. His grip tightened on her hand, as if he sensed she verged on pulling away. He tugged her closer, closer, until her body was flush against his. This is not what I imagined.
As he wrapped his free arm around her waist, he peered down at her with those eyes the color of emeralds. Her birthstone. Once her favorite stone, in fact, but her birthday had become synonymous with death and destruction and, well, shed decided emeralds sucked.
But she couldnt deny his eyes were gorgeous. Long, thick lashes framed those jewel-toned irises that lacked any hint of emotion, softening his features from impossibly cruel to maybe-Ill-only-make-you-scream-a-little-before-I-slay-you.
He had silky hair that reminded her of a starless night. And oh, how long since shed stared up at the sky? His forehead was neither too long nor too wide, his cheekbones hollowed as though chiseled by a master sculptor. His lips so lush and red a woman needed only a single glance to fantasize for the rest of eternity.
If only hed been short. But, no. He was tall, at least six foot five, with wide shoulders and the most superb muscle mass shed ever seen. And his wings? A-maz-ing. They arched over his shoulders and cascaded all the way to the floor. Feathers of the purest white glistened with the essence of the purest rainbow, thick threads of gold forming a hypnotic pattern that led into patches of down.
The other guy, the blond, had been visually delicious as well, but despite the depraved gleam in his cerulean eyes, shed thought she could handle him. At least better than she could handle this one.
Too late for that. And maybe that was for the best, she decided then. She was filled with so much hate, anger, desperation and helplessnesseach, apparently, an aphrodisiac for the demonsZacharels coldness would be a refreshing change.
So, uh, what did you imagine? she finally asked.
Nothing I will tell you. Now, put your arms around my neck, Zacharel commanded, his voice rough with expectation.
Had anyone ever told him no? she wondered as she linked her fingers at his nape.
Good. Now close your eyes.
Why?
You and your questions. He sighed. I plan to whisk you through the walls and into the sky. The view might disconcert you.
Ill be fine. Closing her eyes would make her far more vulnerable than she already was.
If he was impressed by her bravery, he didnt show it. His lips, those gorgeous red lips, pursed, even as his wings burst from his back to glide up and down, slow and easy. Mesmerizing. Also, he added, I do not wish to look into your eyes and see the taint of the demon.
She had a demons eyes? Thats why her irises had turned blue? But I cant be a demon, she gasped out. I just cant be.
You are not. You are tainted by one. As I said.
Gradually she calmeddespite the fact that his tone shouted, If you had listened, you would have realized that. Whats the difference?
Humans can be influenced, claimed or possessed by demons, but they cannot become one. You have been claimed.
By who? The one who had killed her parents? If so, she would what? What could she really do?
I do not know.
If he didnt know, there was no hope for her. Well, I dont care if you find my eyes repellant. She so cared. She disliked the fact that a part of her appeared demonic. You can deal.
Several seconds passed in silence. Then, he nodded and said, Very well. You have only yourself to blame.
A strange sensation coursed through her, chilling her blood another degree and icing over her skin. The tile beneath her vanished. Suddenly she was in the air, seeing room after room whiz past her, then the roof of the building, then the sky, pinpricks of light scattered in every direction.
Oh, my. Tears of happiness welled in her eyes. She had been liberated from what had seemed to be a life of endless torture. She was truly free. And for the first time in years, she had something to look forward to rather than something to dread. A joy like shed never known flooded her, consumed her. This was this was too much.
The sheer splendor of the night overwhelmed her, and the tears splashed onto her cheeks. The most amazing perfumes fragranced the air. Wildflowers and mint, dew and freshly cut grass. Milk and honey, chocolate and cinnamon. The subtlest hint of smoke, curling on a gentle breeze.
I had forgotten, she whispered, hair whipping against her cheeks. But even that was a delight. She was free, she was free, she was finally free.
Forgotten what? Zacharel asked, and there was something strange about his voice. The first hint of emotion, perhaps.
How beautiful the world is. A world her parents had left far too soon. A world her parents would never again enjoy.
Sadness threaded through the joy.
Shed gone from helpless victim to murder suspect to tormented convict far too quickly to mourn the passing of her mother and father. She couldnt help but wonder how they would have reacted to this moment. No question, Zacharel would have flabbergasted them both. Not just because of what he was, but because they had been an emotional, volatile couple, and had fought as passionately as theyd loved. They would not have known what to make of his coldness. But this this they would have welcomed. A flight through the glittering stars, breathing air that dripped with emancipation as she glided toward a future now brightened with hope.