I hate her, Liz said, without any real rancor, summing up exactly what I was feeling at
just friends.
that particular moment.
But I knew these kinds of feelings were unfair. Jennifer wasnt a bad person. Everyone
liked her. I had no right to hate her. Sure, Will had confided in me, and even given me a
rose, and invited me to his party.
But we werejust friends.
But telling myself that over and over again didnt stop me from fishing out my shortest
skirt and using eyeliner and even mousse on the night of the Broadneck gameenough so
that when my dad saw me, he went, All I ask is that you stay away from downtown, on
account of the middies.
Then, when I ran out of my house to get into Stacys carshe was driving Liz and me to
the gameboth girls let out hoots of mock admiration, and Liz asked me if I would still sit
near them, being such a glamour queen, and all.
I didnt mind their teasing me, because I knew it meant Id been accepted. And that felt
way better than if theyd said, all politely, You look nice, Ellie.
I had never been to a football game before. My brother Geoff had been on the basketball
team at my old school, so Id been to quite a few games to cheer him on
sense of sisterly support, but because Nancy had always had a big crush on Geoff and had
insisted on going to his games.
Nancy hadnt had a crush on any of the football players, so shed never made me go to
any of those games.
I honestly cant say I missed out on anything muchat least if the Avalon-Broadneck
game was any indication. Oh, it was fun hanging out in the bleachers, under the vast
night sky, eating popcorn.
But the game itself was way boring, and practically incomprehensible. And the players
wore so much padding, you could only tell who anybody was by their names on the backs
of their jerseys.
Still, I appeared to be the only person in the stands who was of this opinion. Everybody
elseincluding Stacy and Lizwas way into the game, joining Jennifer Gold and the other
cheerleaders in their chants, and screaming hysterically every time our team got a point
or a down, or whatever they were called.
Liz tried to explain the finer points of the game to me. Wills position, quarterback, was
like the brains of the operation. His friend Lance was a guard, whose job it was to keep
Will from getting flattened every time he was holding the ballwhich was fairly often.
Apparently Avalon High had a good teamso good they had even gone to the state
not out of any
championship the year before. It was widely believed theyd go again this year, if they
played as well as they had last year.
But we were not doing as well against the Broadneck Bruins as everyone had hoped we
would. At halftime, we were down by fourteen points, and a lot of people in the stands
were grumbling about it.
I have to admit, I didnt much care whether or not we won. I hadnt spent a whole lot of
time watching the game. Mostly I just watched Will. It was hard not to notice that he
looked very cute in his tight white pants while he was out there making up plays and
telling everybody else what to do. Theres something sort of intoxicating, I guess, about a
guy in a position of power
I didnt mention my crush on Will to Liz or Stacy, of course. I mean, for one thing, Id
gone to great lengths to convince them that Will and I werejust friends (which, in his
case, anyway, was actually true).
But I knew if Id confessed to them that in my own case, I longed for more thanjust
friendship with him, theyd look at me all pityingly for being stupid enough to fall for
such a popular guyespecially one who was dating Jennifer Gold.
Besides, they still seemed to think there was something going on with me and Lance (so
not), if the way they elbowed me every time Mr. Morton said his name over the
loudspeaker (besides emceeing the pep rallies, Mr. M also announced the game) was any
indication.
I didnt tell them to cut it out, or that I didnt like Lance, or anything. It just seemed
easier to let them go on thinking that than to let them in on the truth.
Anyway, I was so bored by halftime that I volunteered to get us all hot dogs, and was
making my way to the concession stand when I heard someone call my name.
I turned, not having the slightest idea who could be talking to me, since I still barely
knew a soul at AHS. I was more than a little surprised to see Mr. Morton, having emerged
from the announcing booth, trying to flag me down.
Hey, Mr. Morton, I said, wondering what he could want. I mean, there were lots of his
other students milling around. What was he singling me out for?
Elaine, he said, in a stern voice. Since he was British, and all, my name sounded even
more old-fashioned than if hed just said it in an ordinary American way. Sort of the way
that whenever he said the word Excalibur it sounded extra important.
I realized from the sternness in his voice that I was in trouble. What for, I couldnt
imagine. I mean, I was only trying to buy a couple of hot dogs, for Petes sake.
at least one with a butt that looked as good as Wills.
I read your proposal, Mr. Morton went on.
Oh, I said. It dawned on me that I probably wasnt in trouble after all. I didnt inherit
my dads bad eyes or his slow-but-steady running habits, but I had inherited his excellent
research skills, as well as my moms talent for mega-organization. Nobody writes a
better, more exhaustive term paper than I do. Ive never gotten less than an A on one.
Ever. Mr. Morton probably wanted to compliment me on the supremely excellent job Id
done on the proposal Id handed in aboutThe Lady of Shalott .
Only that wasnt why hed stopped me at all, it turned out. He wasnt a bit pleased with
what Id handed in. Not a bit.
That was not, he said, in the same clipped tone, the topic I assigned you.
For a second I couldnt figure out what he was talking about. Then I realized what he
meant.
Oh, I said. Right! Im sorry. Thats my fault, Mr. Morton. Id already readBeowulf I
thought it safer to say this than the truth, which is that I hateBeowulf. You never know
with lit teachers
with someone else. Is that not allowed? I dont remember hearing you say so.
Mr. Morton frowned. Clearly Id stumped him. Because hed never said anything about
trading topics being a no-no.
Still, that wasnt the only thing he was sore about.
Did you work with your partner atall on that proposal? he demanded.
My partner?
Then I remembered. Lance. Of course.
Sure, I said, lying through my teeth. He helped gather some of the source material
I highly doubt that, Mr. Morton said. He was totally outraged. I could tell by his
eyebrows, which were way lowered. An older guywell past retirement age, if you ask
meMr. Mortons eyebrows were gray, like his neatly trimmed beard.
I assigned you to work with a partner for a reason, Elaine, he said severely.
Im sorry, I said, truly taken aback. Teachers never yell at me. Im pretty much a model
studentlike with my driving. Im afraid to break the law. Mostly. I
divided the paper up. I wrote the proposal, and hes supposed to do the oral report
But Mr. Morton wasnt falling for it. He said, When I assign you to work with a partner,
they can be really touchy about that kind of thingso we traded topics
um
we
youre supposed to WORK WITH THAT PARTNER. You and Lance are to be together. I
am not accepting your proposal.
This caused me to make a shocked noise, because no teacher had ever rejected anything
Id ever written before.
But Mr. Morton didnt seem to notice my shock, since he went on with, And on
Monday morning, I want to have a word with both of you. Ill expect to see you and Mr.
Reynolds in my classroom, first thing. You can let him know when you see him.
I was stunned. What was this all about?
All right, I said.
I said all right, but I wasnt feeling all right. I was definitely freaked. How had he
known? How had he known Lance and I hadnt worked together on the proposal?
By the time I got back to my seat in the bleachers, I had calmed down a little
much.
Wherere the dogs? Liz wanted to know, when I slumped down into my seat beside her.
And thats when I realized Id been so upset over my conversation with Mr. Morton that
Id forgotten to get the hot dogs.
Sorry, I said. Listen to this. And I told them both what Mr. Morton had said to me. I
mean, can you believe it? I asked, when I was done describing what had happened.
Does he have a reputation for being a stodgy old crank? Mr. Morton, I mean? Or is it just
me?
The question had been rhetorical. Id fully expected them to say, Oh, yeah, hes a crank.
But they didnt. Stacy went, I dont know. Everybody has always seemed to love Mr.
Morton.
Yeah, Liz said. Hes been voted best teacher every year since he started at Avalon,
practically. And everybody gets a real kick out of the way he says Excalibur.
Really? I found this extremely hard to believe.
I dont get why youre so mad, Stacy said. I mean, hes practically ordering you to
spend more time with your loverboy. Wheres the tragedy in that?
Liz laughingly agreed. Seriously, she said. Id pay cold hard cash to be told to spend
more time with Lance Reynolds.
I slumped in my seat. There was no point in telling them that my lack of enthusiasm at
having Lance as a research partner stemmed from my being completely in love with his
best friend.
So I just shut my mouth and didnt say anything for the rest of the game
Until, sometime in the fourth quarter, when the teams were tied at twenty-one, something
weird happened. At least, I thought it was weird. Not having been to a football game
before, maybe it happened every day. Who knew?
But I did see exactly how it happened, because it involved Will, so Id been watching
closely. Will had called out some numbers and someone had snapped him the ball. Hed
run with it for a few feet, looking for someone to throw it to.
Then something happened that hadnt happened at any time before during the game:
Lance wasnt there to keep Will from getting tackled. Instead, Will got hit, hard, by a
member of the opposing team.
Seeing this, I gasped and leapt to my feet, then looked around accusingly for Lance. He
came running over from where Jennifer Gold was standing on the sidelines.
Jennifer Gold? What had Lance been doing, chatting up Jennifer Gold while Will was
getting the snot knocked out of him?
I wasnt the only one who was appalled. The Avalon coach whacked Lance on the back
of his helmet as he went racing to Wills side. A lot of whistles got blown, and the guy
whod tackled Will peeled himself off him. Lance fell to his knees beside Wills
crumpledoh, God! Dont let him be dead!form, ripped off his own helmet, then leaned
over to grab the front of Wills uniform, calling his friends name.
I watched, my heart in my throat, not realizing Id been holding my breath until a second
later, when Will started, slowly and painfully, to get up.
Then I let out my breath in a whoosh and, my knees too weak to hold me up anymore,
sat down
To find both Stacy and Liz staring at me with their eyebrows raised.
I felt myself blushing, and hoped they wouldnt notice in the darkness.
I had no idea football was so exciting, I said lamely.
A second later, with Will seeming to have brushed off Lances apologies with a good-
natured laugh, the game started again.
Only this time, no one got close to tackling Will. And the guy from the opposing team
.
.
whod knocked him down before? Well, first chance he got, Lance brought him down so
hard that the game had to stop again, and the guy had to be removed from the field on a
stretcher.
One thing was for sure: Nobody was going to hurt A. William Wagner and get away with
it if his best friend Lance had anything to say about it.
Avalon won by seven points. The crowd went nuts.
And then it was time for Wills party.
CHAPTER NINE
She knows not what the curse may be,
And so she weaveth steadily,
And little other care hath she,
The Lady of Shalott.
I made Stacy and Liz come with me. No way was I going to a party by myself, not
knowing anyone but the host, whod doubtless be too busy hosting to talk to me.
Besides, Id asked Will, when Id e-mailed him back the other night, if it was okay if I
brought a couple of friends, and hed replied that it was fine.
Stacy had been nonchalant at the invitation, but Liz was excited by the idea of going.
She had never, she confessed to me, been to a party at a popular persons houselet alone
president of the senior classand she was dying to see what it was like.
She found out soon enough. What it was like could be described in one word: crowded.
Will lived in one of the really nice houses by the Severn Bridgeon a hill overlooking the
bay, in factand we had to park way down the hill, because there were already so many
cars in front of the house that it made getting close to the driveway impossible.