Ive gotten you into trouble, said Stefan.
With Darryl? I asked. I can get myself into trouble with Darryl on my own just fineand hand his butt to him if he steps too far out of line.
Stefan came to his feet, tilted his head, and gave me a little smilesuddenly looking much more like himself. You? Miss Coyote versus the big bad wolf? I dont think so.
He was probably right.
Darryl isnt my keeper, I told him stoutly.
He snorted.No. But if something happens to you while Adam is away, it is Darryl who will bear the blame.
Adam isnt that stupid, I said.
He waited.
Jeez Louise, I told him, and called Darryl back.
Im fine, I said to him. I thought Stefan might need a night out and stopped by to pick him up. Ill call you from Kyles driveway, then you can call Adam and tell him I made it safely. You can also tell him that as long as I dont have crazy fairy queens, swamp monsters, or rapists with delusions of grandeur after me, I can take care of myself.
Darryl sucked in his breath. I supposed it was the rapist remark, but I was done flinching about it. The man was dead, and Id killed him. The nightmares had mostly stopped, and when they emerged, I had Adam to fight them with me. Adam is a very good man to have beside you in a fight, even if all you are fighting is a bad memory.
You forgot demon-possessed vampires, said Stefan into the silence. Vampires, like werewolves, can hear private phone conversationsso can I, actually. Ive become quite fond of text messaging since I moved into Pack HQ.
So she did, said Darryl. His voice had softened to molasses and gravel. We try to give you the air you need to breathe, Mercy. But it is hard. You are so fragile and
Rash? I offered. Stupid? I have a newly minted brown belt in karate, and I fix cars for a living. Only in comparison to a werewolf am I fragile.
Not at all, he disagreed, though Ive heard him call me both rash and stupid as well as a number of other unflattering things. Your ability to survive anything that gets thrown at you sometimes leaves the rest of us swallowing ulcer medication for days afterward. I dont like the tasteof Maalox.
Im safe. Im fine. Except for a few bruises from my encounter with the pianoand, as I took a step, a little dizziness from blood loss. Darryl wouldnt catch my little fib, though. While he can smell a lie as well as most any werewolf, he wasnt the Marrock, who could pick up my lies before they left my mouth, even over the phone. Besides, I was mostly safeI eyed Ford a little warily, but he still hadnt moved from where Stefan had thrown him.
Thank you, Darryl said. Call me when you are at Kyles.
I hung up.I think I liked it better when the pack would have been happy to see me dead, I told Stefan. Are you ready to go?
Stefan reached a hand down and pulled Ford to his feetand then shoved him up against
a wall. You leave Mercy alone, he said.
Yes, Master, said Ford, who hadnt struggled at all when Stefan pushed him around.
All hint of violence dropped from Stefans body, and he leaned his forehead into the bigger mans shoulder. Im sorry. I will fix this.
Ford reached up and patted Stefan on the shoulder.Yes, he said. Yes, of course you will.
I admit I was surprised that Ford could say more thanOgg smash.
Stefan backed away from him and looked at Rachel.
Is there food in the kitchen?
Yes, she told him. Then she swallowed, and said, I could make hamburgers and feed the others.
That would be good, thank you.
She nodded, gave me a small smile, and headed for the depths of the housepresumably to the kitchen, with Ford trailing behind her like a big puppy, a really big puppy with sharp teeth.
We walked out the door, and Stefan looked around at the remnants of his lawn. He paused beside the van, shook his head, and followed me to my car. He didnt say anything until we were on the highway along the Columbia.
Old vampires are subject to fugues, he told me. We dont handle change as well as we did when we were humans.
I grew up in a werewolf pack, I reminded him. Old wolves dont deal with change very well, either. Then, just in case he thought I was sympathizing with him, I added, Of course, usually they dont bring down a bunch of people who depend upon them.
Dont they? he murmured. Funny. I thought that Samuel almost brought down a lot of people with him.
I downshifted and passed a grandmother who was going fifty in a sixty-mile-an-hour zone. When the roar of the Rabbits little diesel engine relieved enough of my ire, I shifted back up a gear, and said, Point to you. You are right. Im sorry I didnt come sooner.
Ah, said Stefan, looking down at his hands. You would have come if I had called.
If you had been in any shape to call for help, I told him, you probably wouldnt have needed it.
So, he said, changing the subject. What are we watching tonight?
I dont know. Its Warrens turn to pick, and he can be kind of unpredictable. We watched the 1922 version ofNosferatu the last time he chose, and before that it wasLost in Space.