An image materialized in his mind: her stretched out beneath him, her ankles locked around his thighs and her fingernails digging into his arse as he thrust into her. She would be a fierce bed partner, the both of them struggling for dominance and enjoying the fight.
Oh, his cock liked that. But he didnt. He flung more cold water on his face and even onto his groin.
What he felt was only thwarted desire. He hadnt enjoyed Lady Girard last night, thanks to Livia. And it was a very short journey from anger to lust.
A scratch sounded at the door.
Make yourself invisible, he growled at Livia. Dont want you frightening my servants.
She scowled at him, but at least she did as he commanded, her form growing less and less substantial until only a vague outline of her shape remained. Unless one deliberately looked for her, shed remain unseen.
Bram waited until his erection subsided, thinking of the most dull aspects of estate management such as irrigation and drainage, before calling out, Enter.
The door opened and Cleeve, the valet, entered and bowed. Good afternoon, my lord. Might I open the draperies?
Bram grunted in assent. He squinted against the glare as Cleeve pulled back the curtains, revealing a patchy gray sky. The valet remained disinterested as he went about straightening the room, setting the chair back up on its feet, putting the empty decanter on a table, picking up the discarded banyan.
He held the banyan out. A shave, my lord?
Bram took the robe and donned it, then sat. The rich fragrance of sandalwood soap rose up as Cleeve used a boar bristle brush to stir up the foam for shaving. As he did this, a maid appeared in the door, a tray in her hands.
Coffee and rolls, my lord?
At his nod, she came in and set the tray down on the bedside table. He paid his servants well to remember his habits, and they did. The maid poured him a cup of coffeeno sugar, no milk, just as he preferredand set it on the washstand so he might have it close by.
You chuckle, my lord, said Cleeve, dabbing the foam on his cheeks and chin. Something amusing at the theater?
This is all so damned ordinary.
My lord?
All this. Bram waved at the shaving supplies laid out on the washstand, and the maid tidying his bed. Everythings changed, and nothings changed.
Cleeve did his best to hide his confusion. Perhaps he thought his master still weathered the death of a close friend. Perhaps he believed his master showed the very first signs of madness. Whatever the valet thought, he simply answered, Yes, my lord. Will you hold still, my lord?
Bram remained motionless as Cleeve glided the razor down his cheeks, but his gaze flicked to the ghosts hazy outline hovering in the corner. What did she think of this, the daily rituals of an English nobleman? Were they different from how men of her time met the day?
Likely she thought him a selfish rogue, attending to his toilette instead of rampaging up and down the streets of London, seeking the Devil and preparing for battle.
Please do not frown, my lord. It makes it more difficult for me to shave you.
He attempted to smooth out his scowl. But anger still seethed within him. Hed seen his share of battle and wanted nothing more to do with it.
Life would continue as it always had for him. Everything must remain the same. And if Livia or John objected to that, they could go hang.
Lay out my fencing clothes, he said once Cleeve wiped the last of the shaving foam from him. The academy had a chamber for changing ones garments, but he did not want to go through the tedium of dressing, undressing, and dressing again.
The valet bowed and, after putting away the shaving supplies, moved to the clothes press. He pulled out a lightweight shirt and soft doeskin breeches, and a short padded jacket. Bram and Whit often practiced their swordsmanship first thing in the day. Bram had abandoned these regular training sessions after Whit deserted the
Hellraiserstraining at home rather than try to cling to what had been lost. Yet Bram would make everything return to normal.
Dressing for his practice, he felt Livias continued stare. His jaw tightened. Yes, hed go on as he always had, and there wasnt a damned thing the ghost could do about it.
The shouts and grunts of men echoed in the arched ceiling. Pale sunlight washed down through high windows, illuminating men moving back and forth across the scarred wooden floor. They lunged and danced, thin swords forming arcs and whistling as they cut through the air, and off to one side, a man vaulted up and over a wooden horse. Though she had no sense of smell, Livia imagined the large chamber reeked of sweat.
She hovered, unseen, beside Bram as he strode into the hall. Though the clothing and weapons differed from her own time, she recognized this place.
Men are always looking for an excuse to fight one another, she thought.
Because were good at it, Bram answered.
And not much else . Its a marvel we women keep you around at all.
You like us between your thighs well enough.