It was not forgotten by chance. Minds had been altered. Emptied. Hands had reached in, and scraped out the past. But not Razguts.
Izîl, old fool, had tried to tell the fire-eyed angel who came to them in Morocco. Akiva was his name, and he had Stelian blood, but not Stelian knowledge, that was clear, and he wouldnt listen. I can tell you things! Izîl had cried. Secret things! About your own kind. Razgut has stories
But Akiva had cut him off, refusing to hear the word of a Fallen. As if he even knew what that meant! Fallen. Hed said it like a curse, but he had no idea. Like mold on books, grow myths on history, Izîl had said. Maybe you should ask someone who was there, all those centuries ago. Maybe you should ask Razgut.
But he hadnt. No one ever asked Razgut. What happened to you? Why was this done to you?
Who are you, really?
Oh, oh, and oh. They should have asked.
Razgut told Jael now, We will bring the humans around, never fear. Theyre always like this, arguing, arguing. Its meat and drink to them. Besides, its not these self-important heads of state we care about. This is just for show. While they wag their withered faces at each other, the people are working on your behalf. Mark my words. Already groups will be building up their arsenals, making ready to hand them over to you. It will only be a matter of choosing, my lord, who you wish to take them from.
Where are all these offers, then? Spittle flew. Where?
Patience, patience
You said I would be worshiped as a god!
Yes, well, youre an ugly god, spat Razgut, no model himself of the patience he preached. You make them nervous. You spit when you speak, you hide behind your mask, and you stare at them like you would murder them all in their beds. Have you considered trying charm? It would make my job easier.
Again, Jael kicked him. It was a brighter stab of pain this time, and Razgut coughed blood onto the exquisite marble floor. Dipping a fingertip into it, he scribbled an obscenity.
Jael shook his head in disgust and stalked over to a table where refreshments
were laid out. He poured himself a glass of wine and began to pace. Its taking too long, he said, his voice a snap of spite. I didnt come here for rituals and chanting. I came for arms.
Razgut affected a sigh and began to drag himself slowly, laboriously, toward the door. Fine. Ill go and speak to them myself. It will be faster, anyway. Your Latin pronunciation is appalling.
Jael signaled to the pair of Dominion guarding the door, and Razgut was laughing as they seized him by his armpits and hauled him back, dropping him hard at Jaels feet. He cackled at his joke. Imagine their faces! he cried, wiping a tear from one fine, dark eye. Oh, imagine if the Pope walked in here right now and saw the pair of us in all our magnificence! These are angels? he would cry and clutch his heart. Oh, and then what in the name of God are beasts ? He doubled over, quaking with laughter.
Jael did not share his amusement. We are not a pair, he said, his voice cold and very soft. And know this, thing . If you ever cross me
Razgut cut him off. What? What will you do to me, dear Emperor? He peered up at Jael and held his gaze. Very steady, very still. Look and see. Look into me and know. I am Razgut Thrice-Fallen, Wretchedest of Angels. There is nothing you can take from me that has not already been taken, nothing you can do that has not already been done.
You have not yet been killed, said Jael, unyielding.
At that, Razgut smiled. His teeth were perfect in his awful face, and the crack in his mind showed mad in his eyes. With taunting insincerity, he clasped his hands and begged, Not that, my lord. Oh hurt me, torment me, but whatever you do, please oh please, dont give me peace !
And spasms of fury moved over Jaels cut-in-half face, his jaw clenched so tight that his scar pulled white while the rest of him flushed crimson. He should have understood, then. This was what Razgut thought, still laughing, as Jael laid into him with the steel-enforced tips of his slippers, giving birth to pain after pain, a whole family of them, a dynasty of hurt. That was the moment that Jael should have grasped, finally, that he was not in control. He couldnt kill Razgut; he needed him. To interpret human languages, yes, but more than that: to interpret humans , to understand their history and politics and psychology and devise a strategy and rhetoric to appeal to them.
He could kick him, oh yes, and Razgut would croon to the pain all night long and comfort it like an armful of babies, and in the morning he would count his bruises, and number his spites and miseries, and go on smiling, and go on knowing all the things that no one remembered, the things that should never have been forgotten, and the reasonoh godstars, the most excellent and terrible reasonthat Jael should leave the Stelians alone.
I am Razgut Thrice-Fallen, Wretchedest of Angels, he sang in a patchwork of human languages, from Latin to Arabic to Hebrew and around again, breaking it up with grunts as the kicks came to him. And I know what fear is! Oh yes, and I know what beasts are, too. You think you do but you dont, but you will, oh you will, oh you will. Ill get you your weapons and Ill get them fast, and Ill laugh when you kill me like I laugh when you kick me, and youll hear the echo of it at the end of everything and know that I could have stopped you. I could have told you.