Very well, Henry agreed, almost weeping in frustration. I vow to give Anjou and Maine to my brother Geoffrey. Does that satisfy you? Now let us go to Le Mans to make arrangements for my fathers burial in the abbey of St. Julien. And then, he added to himself, vow or no vow, I will take firm possession of Anjou and Maine and secure the allegiance of my vassals there before setting my sights on Englandand the crown that is my right. And I will marry Eleanor, with Louiss approval or without it.
3
Paris, September 1151
Louis, you must listen to me, Eleanor said suddenly, as they sat alone at supper in her chamber. The servants, having placed spiced rabbit, girdle bread, fruit, and hard cheese on the table, had left them alone in the flickering candlelight.
Louis turned his fair head with its shorn hair toward his wife; he had cut off his beautiful long locks in penance after the burning of Vitry. There was sadness in his eyes. He knew he had lost her, this beautiful woman who had strangely captured his heart but never his body, and he feared to hear her say the words that would make the break final.
We have known, you and I, for a long time, that there are serious doubts about the validity of our marriage, Eleanor said carefully. A great deal hung on the outcome of this conversation, and she was determined not to let her inbred impetuousness ruin everything.
Louiss heart plummeted like a sinking stone. She looked so fine, sitting there in her bejeweled blue gown, that glorious cloud of hair rippling over her shoulders. He could not believe she was asking him to renounce her.
Pope Eugenius himself blessed and confirmed our union when we were in Rome, he said quietly. Had you forgotten that?
How could I forget it? Eleanor asked, shrinking inwardly at the memory of the beaming pontiff beseeching them to set aside their differences and their bitterness, and thenit had been hideously embarrassingshowing them into that sumptuous bedchamber with its silken hangings and ornamental bed and urging them to make good use of it. And they had done so, God help them, with Louis taking his usual fumbling, apologetic approach. Little Alix, now a year old, had been the result. But Louis had not touched Eleanor since. She wondered what all those French barons who blamed her for her failure to bear a son would have to say about that.
Others, of great wisdom, have different opinions, she said carefully, reaching for some grapes. Abbot Bernard for one. The Bishop of Laon for another. Bernard is adamant that our marriage is forbidden. He asks why you are so scrupulous about consanguinity when it comes to others, when everyone knows that you and I are fourth cousins. He told me he would speak to you.
Louiss brows furrowed; he was inwardly quailing at the prospect of Bernard hectoring him yet again. He looked at Eleanor helplessly. He had stopped eating. He could not face another mouthful.
Cant you seeGod Himself has made His displeasure clear, Eleanor went on earnestly. He has withheld the blessing of a son, an heir to France. Our daughters cannot inherit this kingdom, you know that as well as I. Will you risk your immortal soul, Louis, to stay in this marriage?
No, my lady. I cannot fight you anymore,
he said sadly. It seems I must heed the good Abbots exhortations, even though they run contrary to my own wishes. A tear trickled down his cheek. Did you ever love me? he asked plaintively.
It is because of the love I bear you that I fear for your immortal soul, Eleanor told him, congratulating herself on this spontaneous response that so neatly sidestepped his question. And I fear for my own soul too. She leaned forward. Louis, we must part. There is no help for it.
The King continued to sit there in his high-backed chair, weeping silently.
You have ever had your way of me, Eleanor, he said at length. Yet have you thought what our separation will mean for me? I will lose Aquitaine, that jewel in the French crown.
You could never hold it, she reminded him, cutting a sliver of cheese. You have not the men or the resources. You would be well rid of the responsibility.
Louis nodded, frowning. You speak truth. It has proved a thankless task trying to govern your unruly lords. But do you think you can succeed where I have failed?
I know them, Eleanor said, and they know and love me. I am their duchess. She drained her wine goblet.
They might not love you when you rule against them in one of their interminable disputes.
That is a risk any prince must take, Eleanor replied.
You will remarry, of course, Louis stated. Looking at her, in all her vital beauty, he could not bear the thought of her as another mans wife. It was unendurable. She had been his prize, his ideal, and, he had to admit it, his torment. She was so vital and strong, whereas he knew himself to be a poor apology for a kingand a man. He could not help it: he was afraid of the sins of the flesh. He knew he had failed Eleanor in that regard, which was why she wanted her freedom. He understood, of coursehe had even forgiven her for her dalliance (he hoped fervently it had been nothing more) with her uncle, Raymond of Antioch, during the crusadebut he could only deplore her craving for sensual pleasures. It was what had always repelled the saintly Abbot Bernard, and Louiss old tutor and counselor, Abbot Suger. If only Eleanor would think more on the things of the spirit rather than of the flesh