She laughed, but shook her head. You ought to be on the hills riding hard every day. What you need is the high country and the air of the pines.
Im not feeling any lack of scenery or pine-tree air, he retorted. Im perfectly satisfied right here. Civilized bread and the sight of you will do me more good than boiled
beans and camp bread. I hate to say it, but the Meeker menu runs largely to beef. Moreover, just seeing you would help my recovery.
She became self-conscious at this, and he hastened to add:
Not that Im really sick. Mrs. Meeker, like yourself, persists in treating me as if I were. Im feeling fine perfectly well, only Im not as rugged as I want to be.
She had read that victims of the white plague always talk in this cheerful way about themselves, and she worked on without replying, and this gave him an excellent opportunity to study her closely. She was taller than most women and lithely powerful. There was nothing delicate about her nothing spirituelle on the contrary, she was markedly full-veined, cheerful and humorous, and yet she had responded several times to an allusive phrase with surprising quickness. She did so now as he remarked: Somebody, I think it was Lowell, has said Nature is all very well for a vacation, but a poor substitute for the society of good men and women. Its beautiful up at the mill, but I want some one to enjoy it with, and there is no one to turn to, except Landon, and hes rather sad and self-absorbed you know why. If I were here in the valley you and I could ride together now and then, and you could show me all the trails. Why not let me come here and board? Im going to ask your mother, if I may not do so?
Quite naturally he grew more and more personal. He told her of his father, the busy director of a lumber company, and of his mother, sickly and inert.
She ought never to have married, he said, with darkened brow. Not one of her children has even a decent constitution. Im the most robust of them all, and I must seem a pretty poor lot to you. However, I wasnt always like this, and if that young devil, Frank Meeker, hadnt tormented me out of my sleep, I would have shown you still greater improvement. Dont you see that it is your duty to let me stay here where I can build up on your cooking?
She turned this aside. Mother dont think much of my cooking. She says I can handle a brandin-iron a heap better than I can a rollin-pin.
You certainly can ride, he replied, with admiring accent. I shall never forget the picture you made that first time I saw you racing to intercept the stage. Do you know how fine you are physically? Youre a wonder. She uttered some protest, but he went on: When I think of my mother and sisters in comparison with you, they seem like caricatures of women. I know I oughtnt to say such things of my mother she really is an exceptional person but a woman should be something more than mind. My sisters could no more do what you do than a lame duck can lead a ballet. I suppose it is because I have had to live with a lot of ailing women all my life that I feel as I do toward you. I worship your health and strength. I really do. Your care of me on that trip was very sweet and yet it stung.
I didnt mean to hurt you.
I know you didnt, and Im not complaining. Im only wishing I could come here and be bossed by you until I could hold my own against any weather. You make me feel just as I used to do when I went to a circus and watched the athletes, men and women, file past me in the sawdust. They seemed like demigods. As I sit here now I have a fierce desire to be as well, as strong, as full of life as you are. I hate being thin and timid. You have the physical perfection that queens ought to have.
Her face was flushed with inward heat as she listened to his strange words, which sprang, she feared, from the heart of a man hopelessly ill; but she again protested. Its all right to be able to throw a rope and ride a mean horse, but you have got something else something I can never get. Learning is a thousand times finer than muscle.
Learning does not compensate for nine-inch shoulders and spindle legs, he answered. But Im going to get well. Knowing you has given me renewed desire to be a man. Im going to ride and rough it, and sleep out of doors till I can follow you anywhere. Youll be proud of me before the month is out. But Im going to cut the Meeker outfit. I wont subject myself to their vulgarities another day. Why should I? Its false pride in me to hang on up there any longer.
Of course you can come here, she said. Mother will be glad to have you, although our ranch isnt a bit pretty. Perhaps father will send you out with one of the rangers as a fire-guard. Ill ask him to-night.
I wish you would. I like these foresters. What Ive seen of them. I wouldnt mind serving under a man like Landon. Hes fine.
Upon this pleasant conference Cliff Belden unexpectedly burst. Pushing the door open with a slam, he confronted Berrie with dark and angry face.
Why, Cliff, where did you come from? she asked, rising in some confusion.