The overpowering intimacy of the feeling held him still, shocked, for a moment. He saw a tiny frown appear between Annes brows and then her eyes searched his face and the need in him communicated itself to her. Her gaze widened and the colour swept up under her skin. Simon knew he was looking at her with a soldiers eyes and with the hungry desire of a man who had been on campaign too long. He had been without a woman for months and he wanted her. Yet there was something beyond mere lust here. The truly shocking thing was the deep feelings and memories that stirred when he touched her. They threatened to make him forget his purpose. She was a Royalist. She was his enemy.
He let go of her abruptly, furious with himself and with her.
Go. Now. His voice was rough. Captain Standish will escort you back to Grafton.
He saw Guy Standishs reluctance to take the commission although the captain did not demur. He even stepped forwardslowlyto indicate his willingness to obey the order.
But Anne was shaking her head. She had moved a little away from him and Simon could sense that she wanted to be gone and that it was only sheer determination that kept her there. He was starting to feel frustrated as well as angry now. This was folly. Was Anne Grafton simple-minded, that she did not understand the risk she was running in coming alone to the enemy camp? His soldiers were not as rough as somehis discipline was too good for thatbut there was such a thing as looking for trouble. He could not guarantee her safety. Damn it, he needed to protect her from himself as much as from his men.
He took a step towards her, intending to throw her out without further ado, but she spoke quickly, staying him.
You do not understand, she said. I have urgent news, my lord. I need to talk to you
Simons temper snapped. There can be nothing so urgent that I wish to hear it, he said. I know you are only here to beg for mercy for Grafton and I have no wish to hear your pleas. He allowed his gaze to travel over her with insolent thoroughness. Take this reply back to Gerard Malvoisier, my lady. Tell him that I am not interested in talking terms with him, no matter howtemptinglythey are packaged, and if he sees fit to send you to parley with the enemy I cannot promise you will return with your virtue, let alone your life, intact.
Annes eyes narrowed with disdain at the insult. Her chin came up.
I am not accustomed to being spoken to like a camp follower, she said coldly, nor do I come from General Malvoisier. I wish to speak with you on a personal matter. Her gaze lingered on Guy Standish and the guards. Alone, if you please, my lord.
Simon strolled across to the table and poured himself a goblet of wine. He was shaking with a mixture of fury and frustration. He spoke with his back turned to her.
Have you then come to plead for your own life rather than for your betrothed and the people of Grafton, Lady Anne? he said. Your self-interest is enlightening.
I have not come to plead at all. There was cold dislike in Annes voice now. She took a deep, deliberate breath. I have come to strike a bargain with you. I am here to tell you of your brother, my lord.
Simon heard Guy Standish gasp. The guards shifted, looking at him, their gazes flickering away swiftly as they saw the way his own expression had hardened into stone. His men had all been with him when Henrys body had been returned, bloody, beaten and unrecognisable, in defiance of all the laws of truce. They had seen his ungovernable rage and grief, and they were no doubt uncertain how he would react now that someone dared to raise the subject again.
My brother is dead. Simons tone was unemotional, masking the images of death that still haunted his sleep. I imagine that you must know that, my lady. It was General Malvoisier who sent him back to mein pieces.
Anne met his shuttered gaze with a direct one. It is true that he sent a body back to you, my lord, but it was not that of your brother.
This time, no one moved or spoke for what felt like an hour. It was as though none of them could believe what they had heard. Simon found he could only observe tiny details: the crackling
of the fire, the snow melting from Lady Annes cloak and forming a small puddle on the cobbled floor. He looked about him. The small barn was untidy. Despite all his attempts to make it more homely, it still looked what it wasno more than a glorified cowshed. There were maps and plans lying scattered across the wooden table where he and his captains had plotted the following days attack earlier that evening. There was a carafe of red winebad wine that tasted of vinegarstaining the surface of the parchment. His trestle bed was tumbled and disordered in testament to the fact that he had been unable to sleep. It was no place for a lady. Yet this lady had forced her way into his company and dared to broach the one subject that drove his rage and his anguish.
What are you saying? His voice sounded strange even to his own ears. He cleared his throat. That my brother is alive? I regret that I cannot merely take your word for it, my lady.