Deafness was considered a sign of the damned by some and a curse by most.
Sybil made it clear that she would have preferred her daughter had died rather than be so afflicted. Overnight, Abigail had gone from being an asset her stepmother counted on to advance her own place in the world, to a problem best avoided. It was left to Emily to coax her younger stepsister back to health and into living amidst the household again.
Out of fear that Abigail would be rejected by the rest of the keep like she had been by her own mother, Emily had done her best to hide her sister's affliction. The younger girl had helped, working hard to learn to read lips and continue speaking as if she heard the voices around her.
So far, the deception had succeeded. Few people within the keep knew of the fifteen-year-old's inability to hear.
"It's a beautiful place, or so my mother always told me but a harder land to live in. Och the clans are so wild, even the women know how to fight."
Emily thought it sounded like a magical place.
An hour later, the rest of the family and the servants were in bed. Everyone that was, except her father and stepmother. They were in the great hall talking. Emily was usually the last of the family to go to bed and she burned with curiosity to know what was important enough to keep her parents from their slumber.
She stopped at the top of the stairs leading to the great hall and moved into the shadows. Eavesdropping might not be ladylike, but it was a good way to satisfy her curiosity and her need to stay informed of her father and stepmother's plans. Too many others depended on her to protect them from Sybil's machinations and her father's cold indifference to their welfare.
"Surely, Reuben, you cannot expect to send Jolenta!" her stepmother cried.
"The king's order is quite explicit, madam. We are to send a daughter of marriageable age to this laird in the Highlands."
Emily ducked behind a small table, making herself as diminutive as possible. It was not difficult. Much to her personal chagrin, she was not precisely tall. It was a fact tossed at her by Sybil often. She had no "regal bearing," as befitted the daughter of a landholding baron. She supposed there was nothing regal about hiding behind a table, no matter how tall she might have been. And that was that.
"Jolenta is far too young to be married," stormed Sybil.
"She has fourteen years. Emily's mother was a year younger when I married her."
Sybil, Emily knew, hated any mention of her husband's first wife, and she responded with acid. "And a baby can be betrothed in the cradle. Many girls are wed when they are a mere twelve years, but almost as many die in childbirth. You could not wish such a fate for our delicate flower surely?"
Her father made a noncommittal sound.
"You might as well suggest we send little Margery as send my dear Jolenta."
In her hiding place, Emily had to smile. Margery was a mete six years. Even the Church refused to recognize marriages contracted between parties under the age of twelve.
"If Jolenta is of an age to marry, then surely Abigail at fifteen is also. This will doubtless be her only opportunity," Sybil said callously.
Bile rose in Emily's throat. She'd always known the other woman was cold, but such a suggestion was monstrous and her father had to know it.
"The girl is deaf."
Emily nodded in agreement and inched out of her hiding place so she could see her parents. They were sitting at the head table almost directly under where she stood and were too intent on one another to
look up and see her.
Sybil said, "No one knows except the family and a few servants who would not dare to reveal our secret."
But Abigail could not hope to hide such an affliction from a husband, which was exactly what her father said.
"By the time he realizes she is so flawed, he will have consummated the marriage. Then he will have no recourse," Sybil said dismissively. "He's a Scotsman after all. Everyone knows they are barbarians, especially the Highland clans."
"And you are not concerned about what he will do to her when he realizes?" Sir Reuben asked.
Emily had to bite her lip to stop from screaming at the selfish woman when Sybil simply shrugged delicately.
"I have no desire to end up at war with one of the Highland clans over this."
"Don't be foolish. The laird is hardly going to travel this distance to take his anger out on you."
"So, I am foolish?" Sir Reuben asked in a dangerous tone.
"Only if you let old-womanish fears guide you in this decision," Sybil replied, showing how little her lord intimidated her.
"Aren't you the one who recommended I send the bare contingent of knights to assist my overlord in his last request for warriors?"
"We could hardly leave our own estates inadequately guarded."
"But his anger over my stinginess has led to this request."
"I was right though, wasn't I? He did not sanction you."
"You do not consider the loss of a daughter a sanction?"
"They must marry sometime and it is not as if we do not have a gaggle of them."