Shabrin Boris Borisovich - I am Dracula. An interview with the greatest vampire стр 9.

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Physical changes of becoming a vampire

Fose: Dracula, many people are curious about your physical appearance. As an immortal being, have you changed your physical form over time? Can you describe how you may have looked in the past?

Dracula: My physical appearance has indeed changed over time. As an immortal being, I have had centuries to experience various transformations. In my earlier years, I had a more youthful and vibrant appearance. My skin was smooth, my eyes were bright, and my hair was long and lustrous.

As time went on, however, my appearance began to change. My skin became more weathered and my eyes grew darker. My hair lost its sheen and began to thin. But even as my physical appearance has changed, my power and strength have only grown stronger.

Psychological toll of immortality

Fose: Do you ever regret becoming a vampire?

Dracula: Regret? No, I do not regret my decision. It is not something that one can undo, nor would I want to. Living forever may seem like a curse to some, but it has its advantages. I have witnessed the birth of great ideas and the downfall of tyrants. I have loved and lost, but I have also gained so much.

Fose: Thats a fascinating perspective. But with all of your experiences, do you ever feel lonely or isolated?

Dracula: Of course, there are moments when the weight of my existence can be overwhelming. When everyone around me is mortal, and I am not, it can be a lonely feeling. But I have found solace in my ability to adapt and embrace change. I have learned to appreciate the beauty in each passing moment and cherish the connections that I make with others. For example with you, dear friend.

Fose: Thats very nice, thank you. How do you cope with the passing of time and the changing world around you?

Dracula: I keep moving forward, always learning, always growing. There is always something new to discover, a new culture to explore, a new relationship to build. I have made mistakes in the past, but I have learned from them and strive to be better. Life is precious, and I intend to make the most of it, for as long as I can.

Impact of Vlads transformation on his life

Fose: I would like to explore the topic of your relationships with others after your transformation. Can you tell us about how your true nature affected those around you?

Dracula: Of course, my dear Fose. As you know, my transformation into a vampire was not a choice, but rather a curse bestowed upon me. I was forced to hide my true nature from those around me, for fear of being rejected or even hunted down like an animal.

However, as the centuries passed, I found that my relationships with others became increasingly complex. There were those who were fascinated by my immortality and the power it bestowed upon me, while others were repelled by the very idea of my existence.

I had to learn to navigate these relationships with care, for fear of revealing too much about myself and risking my safety. Some saw me as a monster, while others saw me as a savior, a protector of their kind.

And yet, despite these challenges, I remained optimistic. I found that there were those who could accept me for who I was, and even love me despite my differences. It was through these relationships that I was able to find a sense of belonging in this world, even as I struggled to hide my true nature.

So you see, my dear Fose, my relationships with others have been both a challenge and a blessing. Through them, I have learned to navigate the complexities of human emotion, and to find a place in this world that accepts me for who I am.

Feeding on human blood

Fose: So, Dracula, Im sure you get this question a lot, but I have to ask  how do you deal with hunger and thirst as an immortal vampire?

Dracula: Oh, you know, just the usual. A quick sip here, a small nibble there. Keeps me going. (smiling).

And frankly, its the eternal struggle of a vampire. You see, my dear magician, its not as simple as just going to the nearest blood bank and filling up a jug. No, no, no. We vampires have standards, you know. Were not just going to drink any old blood that comes our way. It has to be fresh, it has to be human, and it has to be well, lets just say, of a certain quality.

Now, you might be thinking, But Dracula, isnt it difficult to find fresh, high-quality human blood on a regular basis? And to that I say, yes, yes it is. But thats part of the challenge, isnt it? It keeps things interesting. You have to be creative, you have to be resourceful. You have to think outside the box.

Of course, there are some vampires who arent as discerning as I am. Theyll drink any old blood they can get their fangs on. But not me. I have standards. I have taste. And I refuse to settle for anything less.

Now, as for the thirst itself well, lets just say its not pleasant. Its like a constant itch that you can never scratch. But you get used to it, after a while. You learn to ignore it, to push it to the back of your mind. And when it becomes too much to bear well, thats when its time to go hunting.

Fose: And what about the emotional toll of taking lives? Have you ever struggled with that?

Dracula: Ah, the emotional toll of taking lives. What a fascinating topic, my dear magician. You see, as a vampire, I have a unique relationship with death. Its not something that bothers me in the way that it might bother a human. After all, I myself am already dead, in a sense.

But thats not to say that I take life lightly. No, no, no. I may be a bloodthirsty monster, but I do have some semblance of ethics. I dont just go around killing willy-nilly, you know. There has to be a reason. A purpose. A justification.

Now, some might say that any reason for taking a life is unjustifiable. But those people clearly dont understand the complexities of vampire society. Sometimes, a human needs to die in order to maintain the delicate balance of power between our kind and theirs. Sometimes, a human needs to die in order to send a message, to make a point, to assert dominance.

But thats not to say that I enjoy it. Oh no. Theres nothing enjoyable about taking a life, no matter how necessary it may be. Its a weight that I carry with me, a burden that I can never fully escape. But its one that Ive learned to live with. After all, what choice do I have? Im a vampire. Its in my nature to hunt, to kill, to feed. I cant change who I am. All I can do is try to minimize the damage that I cause, to be as careful and selective as possible. And if that means that I have to bear the emotional toll of my actions well, so be it. Its a small price to pay for immortality, dont you think?

Fose: Thats certainly an interesting perspective. But what about any ethical dilemmas that may arise as a vampire? Have you ever faced any?

Dracula: Ethical dilemmas, the favorite topic of mortals. Let me tell you, my dear magician, being a vampire is not an easy feat. We constantly face ethical dilemmas  do we feed on innocent humans or try to find alternative sources? Do we use our powers for personal gain or do we stay hidden from society? These are the kind of questions that keep us up at night, or rather, during the day when we should be sleeping.

But lets not forget the basic principle of survival  we need blood to survive. And as much as we try to be discreet and feed on animals, sometimes we slip up. And when we do, we face the consequences of our actions. The guilt can be overwhelming, especially if the person we fed on was innocent. But at the end of the day, its either us or them, and I choose me every time.

As for ethical dilemmas in the grand scheme of things, let me ask you this  do humans not face the same dilemmas? Do they not have to make tough decisions to survive or protect their own kind? The only difference is that we vampires have a more direct approach to our survival. So lets not judge, shall we? We all have our demons to face, and mine just happen to be a little more fang-y.

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