The world, peculiar and unfamiliar, made of metaphors and images, the one legends and songs are composed about, really did exist once. It is the poets task to salvage this fickle mist, the fragile gift, the memory and faith, to save it while wandering in the darkness, to carry it through generations so that, when the age of light comes again, love and goodness can be gifted to the rising scarlet sun.
Hope and goodness for them to simply be. Simply so they are passed on The same instinct, embedded in our genes.
For some reason, Richard wanted to leave.
The poet is chosen to be the one to, against all odds, continue to speak about the utopia. Hes chosen to pass on what must be saved because that is our reality, it demands a coordinate system, the rules of the genre.
He felt like he understood but at the same time, he was unsettled. When the inner beast senses danger, when his arm hairs stand on ends beneath his shirt, when a shiver runs down his spine She speaks about alchemy, because thats how it must be because it must be passed on and heard.
This is her legacy humanitys legacy. Poets lie to cocoon the core of truth in lies, to let lies wear down with time, but help the truth survive and endure until the moment when neither masks nor weapons nor espionage nor the skill of puzzle-solving will be necessary.
Richard was never a poet in any sense of the word, yet now he realized that his coordinate system, his utopia the struggle between order and chaos, friends and foes were just the rules of the genre.
Just that.
Suddenly, he felt an unbearable need to approach Alexandra and ask her what he should do when the boundaries of the rule of the genre, seen clearer than ever before, begin to resemble cage bars.
He also wanted to ask why this was the image that came to his mind.
7. Blood of Kings
[Great Britain, London, City of Westminster]
Sir Leigh McKellen was a silver-haired old man, tall but hunched over crutches due to arthritis. His young driver, Remy Adan, was always close by, laughing at his jokes just as strange as Alexandra Sterns and occasionally handing his master a new glass.
The wine of the blood of kings another metaphor, a wordplay and Richard sincerely hoped it had nothing to do with the British royal family.
I often say she has good taste in both women and men, Sir McKellen winked at Richard slyly. Are you a model?
No, Im an actor.
A bit old for a model, Remy chuckled, half under his breath, but still audible amidst the cacophony of background noise music and voices.
Rude, Remy! exclaimed Alexandra. Im the rude one around here dont take after me.
No, its not rude at all, replied Richard, taking a sip of Barolo. Its true.
They had already been interrupted twice for group and couple photos, as expected and advantageous. McKellen and Adan were old friends of Alexandras; the knight of the Order of the British Empire was a consultant for several of her early novels, and his driver and assistant treated her as if they had known each other since childhood, even though that was far from the truth.
In a couple of hours, rumors will circulate that the writer Stella Fracta had made a public appearance with her new paramour, a relatively unknown British actor. Confirming this would be the photos where Richard North leaned in to whisper something in her ear. Richard, of course, did this intentionally, whispering warnings about guests that approached them with a new round of praise.
Alexandra seemed to be fine with Richard sticking close to her every move, departing for drinks or snacks only when she engaged in conversation.
She was wearing a suit black wide-legged pants and a top with open shoulders and back. Her skin shimmered with glitter applied over tattoos intricate monochromatic geometric patterns. She held her glass by the stem, Richard held his by the bowl, deliberately incorrect. He spent the whole evening waiting for her to comment on it, but she said nothing; instead, she explained the wines being served at the event, as they were the same varieties grown in the fictional commune, one of the wineries in Barolo from Cats Dont Drink Wine.
This was the height of the afterparty in the crypt beneath the Church of St-Martin-in-the-Fields when the guests were already drunk and relaxed, yet had no intention of leaving. Richard drank sparingly because, despite his ability to always stay focused, he felt excited.
He was too old for a model but he was still young. He was only thirty-five, fourteen years of which he spent working in intelligence. He knew so much and had experienced so much and yet suddenly felt foolish, helpless, lost.
It was too late for doubts.
Funny, Alexandra mused, picking up another glass from the waiters tray. When I first saw you, I thought you were a damn narcissist.
Is that so? Richard replied, never taking his eyes off her.
But youre not a narcissist. Or even if you are, youre very good at pretending.
He wanted to smile, but he couldnt. He watched her twirl the wine in her hand, but she never brought it to her lips.
Im not a narcissist.
Yes, youre just a good actor.
Do you think Im pretending?
He did feel drunk a special kind of drunk. She had to have noticed his pupils dilate. That was impossible to fake.
Alexandra chuckled, shrugged. Glitter sparkled on her bare skin.
No, tell me, do you think Im pretending?
He pulled her wrist down, her glass untouched. Richards hold on her wrist was gentle. She wasnt exaggerating her hands were always cold.
Blue eyes met brown again. Her eyes were dark, they appeared large and bottomless thanks to her long lashes and perfect eyeliner and shimmering brown eyeshadow. On her smiling lips was long-lasting lipstick and burgundy traces of the red wine of the blood of kings.
Alright, you dont have to answer, Richard interjected with a smile. Shall we dance?
Before she could resist or object, he took her glass placing it in a niche near the column they were standing next to, where they could easily find it later. He then pulled Alexandra onto the dance floor, barely touching her glittering back, taking her hand again, confidently this time.
Where had he gone wrong, why did she still not trust him?
One he placed his hand on her back, felt her fingers on his shoulder, two they closed the distance between their bodies, discordant with the music that seemed to be playing from another era, three they took a step in unison, merging with the haphazard movements of the cheerful guests, four the sound of shattering glass, a scream, a gasp, a dull thud like that of a falling body
They turned around. Alexandra instinctively rushed forward to the woman on the floor, foaming at the mouth but Richard grabbed her by the waist and pulled her back.
He grappled: should he act the hero or prevent Alexandra from getting involved, shield her from everything, stay by her side? The security had already called an ambulance and it would most likely come too late.
The niche where Richard had placed the glass was empty. On the floor were glass shards and a bright pool of wine. He opened his mouth to address the security guard who had entered the room, but Alexandra reacted faster.
Lock all the doors and call the police.
Her voice was loud and clear, as if it had a physical presence beneath the arched ceiling. The resonance reverberated through Richards body. He immediately pulled Alexandra close, wrapping his arms around her shoulders.
The sounds of scream and panic are terrifying in a basic, primal way, often more than their cause Alexandras body relaxed only after several seconds of his strong embrace.