Ive got a fam ily vault at Kingsbere!
Hush dont be so silly, Jacky, said his wife. Yours is not the only family that was of count in wold days. Look at the Anktells, and Horseys, and the Tringhams themselves gone to seed amost as much as you though you was bigger folks than they, thats true. Thank God, I was never of no family, and have nothing to be ashamed of in that way!
Dont you be so sure o that. From your nater tis my belief youve disgraced yourselves more than any o us, and was kings and queens outright at one time.
Tess turned the subject by saying what was far more prominent in her own mind at the moment than thoughts of her ancestry I am afraid father wont be able to take the journey with the beehives to-morrow so early.
I? I shall be all right in an hour or two, said Durbeyfield.
It was eleven oclock before the family were all in bed, and two oclock next morning was the latest hour for starting with the beehives if they were to be delivered to the retailers in Casterbridge before the Saturday market began, the way thither lying by bad roads over a distance of between twenty and thirty miles, and the horse and waggon being of the slowest. At half-past one Mrs Durbeyfield came into the large bedroom where Tess and all her little brothers and sisters slept.
The poor man cant go, she said to her eldest daughter, whose great eyes had opened the moment her mothers hand touched the door.
Tess sat up in bed, lost in a vague interspace between a dream and this information.
But somebody must go, she replied. It is late for the hives already. Swarming will soon be over for the year; and it we put off taking em till next weeks market the call for em will be past, and theyll be thrown on our hands.
Mrs Durbeyfield looked unequal to the emergency. Some young feller, perhaps, would go? One of them who were so much after dancing with ee yesterday, she presently suggested.
O no I wouldnt have it for the world! declared Tess proudly. And letting everybody know the reason such a thing to be ashamed of! I think I could go if Abraham could go with me to kip me company.
Her mother at length agreed to this arrangement. Little Abraham was aroused from his deep sleep in a corner of the same apartment, and made to put on his clothes while still mentally in the other world. Meanwhile Tess had hastily dressed herself; and the twain, lighting a lantern, went out to the stable. The rickety little waggon was already laden, and the girl led out the horse, Prince, only a degree less rickety than the vehicle.
The poor creature looked wonderingly round at the night, at the lantern, at their two figures, as if he could not believe that at that hour, when every living thing was intended to be in shelter and at rest, he was called upon to go out and labour. They put a stock of candle-ends into the lantern, hung the latter to the off-side of the load, and directed the horse onward, walking at his shoulder at first during the uphill parts of the way, in order not to overload an animal of so little vigour. To cheer themselves as well as they could, they made an artificial morning with the lantern, some bread and butter, and their own conversation, the real morning being far from come. Abraham, as he more fully awoke (for he had moved in a sort of trance so far), began to talk of the strange shapes assumed by the various dark objects against the sky; of this tree that looked like a raging tiger springing from a lair; of that which resembled a giants head.
When they had passed the little town of Stourcastle, dumbly somnolent under its thick brown thatch, they reached higher ground. Still higher, on their left, the elevation called Bulbarrow, or Bealbarrow, well-nigh the highest in South Wessex, swelled into the sky, engirdled by its earthen trenches. From hereabout the long road was fairly level for some distance onward. They mounted in front of the waggon, and Abraham grew reflective.
Tess! he said in a preparatory tone, after a silence.
Yes, Abraham.
Baint you glad that weve become gentlefolk?
Not particular glad.
But you be glad that you m going to marry a gentleman?
What? said Tess, lifting her face.
That our great relation will help ee to marry a gentleman.
I? Our great relation? We have no such relation. What has put that into your head?
I heard em talking about it up at Rollivers when I went to find father. Theres a rich lady of our family out at Trantridge, and mother said that if you claimed kin with the lady, shed put ee in the way of marrying a gentleman.
His sister became abruptly still, and lapsed into a pondering silence. Abraham talked on, rather for the pleasure of utterance than for audition, so that his sisters abstraction was of no account. He leant back against the hives, and with upturned face made observations on the stars, whose cold pulses were beating amid the black hollows above, in serene dissociation from these two wisps of human life. He asked how far away those twinklers were, and whether God was on the other side of them. But ever and anon his childish prattle recurred to what impressed his imagination even more deeply than the wonders of creation. If Tess were made rich by marrying a gentleman, would she have money enough to buy a spyglass so large that it would draw the stars as near to her as Nettlecombe-Tout?
The renewed subject, which seemed to have impregnated the whole family, filled Tess with impatience.
Never mind that now! she exclaimed.
Did you say the stars were worlds, Tess?
Yes.
All like ours?
I dont know; but I think so. They sometimes seem to be like the apples on our stubbard-tree. Most of them splendid and sound a few blighted.
Which do we live on a splendid one or a blighted one?
A blighted one.
Tis very unlucky that we didnt pitch on a sound one, when there were so many more of em!
Yes.
Is it like that really, Tess? said Abraham, turning to her much impressed, on reconsideration of this rare information. How would it have been if we had pitched on a sound one?
Well, father wouldnt have coughed and creeped about as he does, and wouldnt have got too tipsy to go on this journey; and mother wouldnt have been always washing, and never getting finished.
And you would have been a rich lady ready-made, and not have had to be made rich by marrying a gentleman?
O Aby, dont dont talk of that any more!
Left to his reflections Abraham soon grew drowsy. Tess was not skilful in the management of a horse, but she thought that she could take upon herself the entire conduct of the load for the present and allow Abraham to go to sleep if he wished to do so. She made him a sort of nest in front of the hives, in such a manner that he could not fall, and, taking the reins into her own hands, jogged on as before.
Prince required but slight attention, lacking energy for superfluous movements of any sort. With no longer a companion to distract her, Tess fell more deeply into reverie than ever, her back leaning against the hives. The mute procession past her shoulders of trees and hedges became attached to fantastic scenes outside reality, and the occasional heave of the wind became the sigh of some immense sad soul, conterminous with the universe in space, and with history in time.
Then, examining the mesh of events in her own life, she seemed to see the vanity of her fathers pride; the gentlemanly suitor awaiting herself in her mothers fancy; to see him as a grimacing personage, laughing at her poverty and her shrouded knightly ancestry. Everything grew more and more extravagant, and she no longer knew how time passed. A sudden jerk shook her in her seat, and Tess awoke from the sleep into which she, too, had fallen.