Emre: I dunno. Its your choice.
Me: So, Ive got a friend, Kate. Today, I was going to my classes, when suddenly, I saw someone looking exactly like her! But it wasnt her, it was someone else!!! So, thats my story.
Emre: Haha. Interesting.
Me: Lets talk tomorrow. I must go now. Bye-bye!
Emre: Good-bye!
30 December 2017
Emre: Hey! By the way, you havent taken a photo of yourself yet! And you know it! You told me something like, «Ill go for a walk and take a selfie.»
Me: Haha. I can take a selfie now, but it seems like Ill scare you. Because I have a few scars.
Emre: You can take it whenever you want.
31 December 2017
I sent Emre a GIF with the New-Year congratulation.
Emre: Hey! Its too early! Haha. Good morning! Ive just waken up and havent had breakfast yet.
Me: Haha. Really?
Emre: Yes. Im serious.
Me: I see.
Emre: When did you wake up?
Me: Bon appetite, then! I woke up at 10 am.
Some time later
Emre: Happy New Year!
Me: Oh, thanks a lot! Whatre you doing?
Emre: Yeah, New Year. And Im sitting.
Me: Just sitting?
Emre: And singing. Haha. What about you?
Me: What song? As for me, Im sitting and eating.
Emre: A Turkish traditional song. Haha. Same thing. Do you have free time tomorrow?
Me: Tomorrow a lot.
Emre: Perhaps, we can talk on Skype.
Me: Why not?
Emre: Oh, really? Oke.
Me: Or, maybe, here. Which one do you prefer? Skype or Facebook?
Emre: Tbh, it doesnt matter. Which one do you use most?
Me: Facebook. Haha. And you?
Emre: Oke. Facebook is oke. But I must warn you that Im not good in conversation. Haha. And I have a bad connection.
Me: Well, do you think I have a good one?
Emre: I think so. Isnt it? I think youre better than me.
Me: Oh, why so? 10q anyway!
Emre: Im sure youre a very good speaker. Anyway, I must go now.
Me: Okay. Sure thing!
Emre: Because my battery is almost over. See you soon.
5 January 2018
Emre: Hey! Hows it going?
Me: Everythings fine, thanks. And what about you?
Emre: Im fine too. Preparing for my exams. Just finished it.
Me: Really? So, now, you know everything! And whatre you doing now?
Emre: Drawing something. In my bed.
Me: Haha. Whats this «something, to be closer?
Emre: Ill send you a link.
There was a drawing of a Japanese girl.
Me: Amazing!
Emre: But Ive broken my computer. Its my birthday on January 23
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Me: Wow! Your birthday is coming!
Emre: Yup. Do you think a beautiful woman can be happy?
Me: I think so. Yes, thats true. I also think a woman can make herself beautiful.
Emre: I think a woman can put some make-up on her face.
Me: Well, I never apply any make-up. Im not kidding.
Emre: I wanna say something. I know many people who judge one another by their appearance.
Me: But their core is their heart.
Emre: And I was one of them. Tbh, Im still one of them. However, if you really met someone who suffered a lot from love or something like this, they dont care what they become when they break up with someone.
Me: Yes. There are a lot of people like this.
Emre: And Im talking about myself. If you (or someone) know a mans psychology, I feel you (or this «someone) have just used me. So, Id like to understand each other with my girlfriend. Also, I like to flirt with beautiful people. But just for flirting. Nothing serious. Its just my idea.
Me: I think you just have to love a man or a woman, and thats it. You mustnt use any information in order to harm them.
Emre: Come on! Indeed? Do you have to love them? I dont think so.
Me: Why so?
Emre: Did you tell me you must love only one person throughout their whole life?
Me: Haha. But I think its near to impossible. Seriously. I loved many people. Of different ages. Of different professions.
Emre: Its clear now. Lol. Actually, I dont like to talk about love, these feelings, or emotions. Whats more, I dont think I can love someone. Because I dont need it anymore.
Me: Haha. I thought so too. But when I was 17, I fell in love for the first time.
Emre: Tell me if you dont mind
Me: Well, it was marvelous and at the same time awful. I cried every night. Seriously.
Emre: How old was your beloved?
Me: Well, he was dont get mad! 14! And now, hes 18, accordingly.
Emre: And you were 17.
Me: Yup. Crazy, isnt it?
Emre: Err I dont think so.
Me: Emre, maybe, lets talk tomorrow. Must go to bed. See you! Take care!
Emre: Take care.
6 January 2018
Emre: Hey! Howre you?
Me: Fine, 10q! Wbu?
Emre: Im going to buy a pack of chips. Lol.
Me: Theyre tasty. And yasty! Yasty = yummy+tasty. A complex word. So, what brand of chips?
Emre: Ruffles.
Me: And are they tasty?
After some time Emre didnt reply, but I decided to ask him if he was okay. I myself dont know why and what made me do so. Maybe, I did so because of sympathy and kindness towards anyone.
Me: Are you alright?
Emre: Why did you ask?
Me: Sorry. Because you havent answered yet.
Emre: You dont have to say «sorry.
Me: So, I decided to ask if everythings all right.
Emre: Sorry! You waited for an answer
Me: Yes, I always do. So, whatre you doing now?
Emre: Writing a story. And Im really sorry.
Me: Thats ok. Never mind.
Emre: But I feel bad.
Me: Oh, why?
Emre: Because of this situation.
Me: Ah, haha, oke. Dont worry, everyone always treats me like this! Youre the first person to say «sorry for that sort of thing!
Emre: Im really sorry, but I dunno what I should do. Because were online friends, and I didnt care about online friends until I met you
Me: Haha, 10q a lot! I always do!
Emre: Actually, I wanna say something to you.
Me: Really? Haha.
Emre: First of all, I dont trust you about who you are. Even so, Im talking to you because I wanna learn something from you. It doesnt matter if you tell me lies or not because I can learn a new word or phrase. But now, Im asking you, so, please, tell me the truth. I dont wanna think «What if she just messed around with me?»
Me: What do you mean by «lie?
Emre: Are you a real person?
Me: Of course! Do you want me to prove it?
Emre: No. Its oke. I trust you.
Me: I dont even know what to say.
Emre: About what?
Me: About your statement. Its really strange. I understand you, yeah. My sentences are good. But Ive got to study a lot to achieve it.
Emre: Oke. Its not the point.
Me: But lets sort it out. So, why do you think Im telling you lies?
Emre: Just a feeling. And you dont have any social media.
Me: Hey, I do! Skype, for instance. But I seldom use it. Facebook etc.
Emre: You like yourself, you know yourself. It looks like someone created by imagination
Me: No, its just my brain. Such people exist, but theyre rare. I know. If you want to achieve something, you must study hard, and try and try and try, over and over again. By the way, if I were a robot, how come I sleep at night?
Emre: What can make people understand yourself?
Me: Perhaps, Im that of the UFO anyway
Emre: First, you say you cry a lot. Now, youre such a good person because you dont wanna hurt anyone
Me: Thats true. I live with my mum and bro. No daddy! No grandma! No grandpa! Imagine what I feel like!
Emre: Anyway, I wont talk about it. Thank you for being my friend!
Me: Youre very welcome!
Emre: You know, I dont have many friends because I always look at people down my nose. Because they pretend to be a rock-star, or they dont know themselves. If I make friends with someone, they either turn out bad, or just braggarts.
Me: Same here. Lol.
Emre: I want to say I trust you. But, please, dont make me sad. Because I wont.
Me: I wont disappoint you. I promise! Some people also pretend to be good. But in real life, theyre complete idiots. You just dunno how much pain theyve caused me!
Emre: Well, youre not alone. At least, you arent because Im texting you! Aziza
Me: Yes?
Emre: I wanna know you better if you dont mind.
Me: Thank you very much! No, I dont.
Emre: Okay. Lets talk tomorrow! Ill ask you many questions.
Me: Oke.
Emre: I hope I wont bother you. Haha.
7 January 2018
Emre: Hey! Howre you?
Me: Fine, 10q! And you?
Emre: Oh my gosh! Youre online! Haha.
Me: Haha.
Emre: Hows it going? What did you do today? Or do you have a plan?
Me: Haha. Im relaxing now. Today, we have Christmas in Russia.
Emre: And what are you doing now?
Me: Eating. Haha.
Emre: Well, as for me, I must study, but I dont want to. Ive got 2 exams day after day, without any break.